I wonder if we don't see things from different points of view. My point of view is that the Lord led me to repent of sins I was committing, and suddenly my life was transformed into something very beautiful. (I think that is what Jesus was describing in Matthew 4:17.) However, when I share this with people, some protest vigorously.
Hi Jesus taught repentance for the remission of sins and clearly taught that a conversion of the soul from lost to saved is necessary. The thesis statement in the gospel of John is found in Ch 20 And truly Jesus did many other signs in the presence of His disciples, which are not written in this book; 31 but these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that believing you may have life in His name.
This thesis found near the end of the book of John is the goal he is writing towards and in the famous John 3 exchange with Nicodemus we see a line that your belief on one side of Jesus or the other determines weather you are born of the Spirit or not. As Jesus spoke of the condemnation He said,
For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.
18 “He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 19 And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20 For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. 21 But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God.”
Your experience shows that no one is born into faith that we all must come to belief and some who believe they were born believers have trouble accepting they too need a conversion experience. The passages in John and the rest of the Bible teach we have choices to yield to the call of God or not and our choices do determine weather we are elect of not. This predestination, election debate is useless as we are told to preach the gospel in season and out. Lastly I look at Rev 9 where after many plagues this is written
8 By these three
plagues a third of mankind was killed—by the fire and the smoke and the brimstone which came out of their mouths. 19 For their power[fn] is in their mouth and in their tails; for their tails
are like serpents, having heads; and with them they do harm.
20 But the rest of mankind, who were not killed by these plagues, did not repent of the works of their hands, that they should not worship demons, and idols of gold, silver, brass, stone, and wood, which can neither see nor hear nor walk. 21 And they did not repent of their murders or their sorceries[fn] or their sexual immorality or their thefts.
God holds them accountable for not repenting thus a choice. I am glad you have been converted and have the fruit of a life filled with Christ.