- Jan 30, 2018
- 1
- 9
- 50
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
Hi, My name is Sean Brunson, and I have an intense self hatred of myself. The thing is I have very few friends, no real social life, no wife, no job, and I feel a failure in life. I wonder why God gave me life. I think about desth often but am too chicken to do it. I am a laughingstock of my community. I have mental illness and I have heard people call me dumb ,retard, and other mean things. I get depressed because I feel I am worthless and that the only thing I am good for is for taking up space. I have tried taking my life in the past, but obviously it did not work out. I feel that I am unlovable and feel that the few who do care for me only do because they have too.