I guess there is a stigma attached to asking for help... I put it down to pride. When we do spend time & I do get a regular break there is nothing better than being with my kids & serving my family. I enjoy it thoroughly...!
but moving forward we have agreed to meet with our Pastor and reduce his responsibility within church so that once he's back from work, he can take over & we can get into a real routine of managing time better.
Good to hear.
It is not easy managing ministry and raising children. However, part of the requirements of a deacon or elder/overseer, is managing the household well. In most church structures evangelists would likely come under one of those headings.
3 This is a faithful saying: If a man desires the position of an oversear he desires a good work. 2 An oversear then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, temperate, sober-minded, of good behavior, hospitable, able to teach; 3 not given to wine, not violent, not greedy for money, but gentle, not quarrelsome, not covetous; 4 one who rules his own house well, having his children in submission with all reverence 5 (for if a man does not know how to rule his own house, how will he take care of the church of God?); 6 not a novice, lest being puffed up with pride he fall into the same condemnation as the devil. 7 Moreover he must have a good testimony among those who are outside, lest he fall into reproach and the snare of the devil.
This is not optional. And there is no way he can fulfill it if he is not spending time with his family.. And if he fails to be a part of his family life it will impact your spiritual life, his spiritual life, and his ministry in time. I knew too many fellow ministers from the older generation who would share with me that they looked back too late and realized they had neglected and in some cases driven away their children, from the family and the church.
We served in multi church districts while conducting at times evangelistic meetings and visitation that goes with it. But I still made time for family worship and for spending time with the kids.
Most of it is just him finding times to help out in practical ways. If he does his work from an office he might consider using an office at the home. I could still work on things, go out on visitation, conduct meetings, etc. but there were numerous times I could just help out for a few minutes if needed.
And then there should be some longer planned time as well where he can give you a break.
As to family worship, when they were little we would just act out the stories together. Later when they were old enough to understand we would act out and read the stories. Later we would just read and discuss. And eventually they started transitioning to taking time for their own spiritual development. Looking back now that my kids have made the transition to studying the Scriptures on their own, and still like to discuss it with us, we are so glad we took the time. More than just learning the Bible they see how serious you are about your faith when you take time to apply it in your home life.
Ministers sometimes can put on an act outside the home. But that doesn't work in the home. To truly model faith you have to model ministry to your family. And as they grow up they can start to minister with you.
Beyond that you have to have some times for fun together.
That is not to say that there will not be long times of feeling like you are isolated, or barely get out of the house. Even if he gives you breaks the reality is that looking after a family can be very isolating. If there are other young couples in the church or even the area you might want to get together with them and their kids. If you meet in an area with play equipment that can be monitored easily you can take some time to discuss while you keep an eye on things together, depending on how old the kids are. This could even develop into a ministry for non-Christian parents as well.
Also, even though evangelism can lead to some strange hours, most folks (there are exceptions, especially in rural areas) don't want to see you early in the day. That could be perhaps a time to spend with the kids, especially as it would give you time to recover from taking care of them at night. Or if he is a night owl he could help there too. Very few want visits at 2 in the morning! My wife still remembers me carrying my son around a rectangle hallway in our parsonage until he fell asleep each night. It gave her a break and a chance for me to bond with him.
It is good that you are starting this conversation. Try to look at the resentment for what it is--a realization that you are tired and need his help, and long for his involvement with his family. If he can see it as that then he can help in way that does not lead to further resentment on either side.