I need God so much...

If you don't mind, could you explain how you feel that you have lost him?

For now, I'll tell you that there is nothing you can ever do that will separate you from the love of God... and I mean nothing. And there is nothing you can ever do to cause him to ever leave your, or forsake you. God is an awesome and faithful God, and no matter how bad we mess things up, here is always right there to pick us back and up. And he doesn't do with a look of disappointment on his face, but rather, he does it with a warm and loving smile. I promise you that he is still with you, and all you have to do is reach out and he'll be more than willing to lift you up.

Jenniferdiana said:

i think i lost him forever...

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Read Romans 8. Also, John's First Epistle, full of the theme of assurance for the believer in the Son of God.

Jenniferdiana said:

i think i lost him forever...

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You have not lost him, forever, jenniferdiana. Just trust in His love and mercy.

Jenniferdiana said:

i think i lost him forever...

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Nope. He is always waiting for you in every situation.

Jenniferdiana said:

i think i lost him forever...

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I was going to give this link to a certain wonderful parable about where you are at, and what He does for you there....

But there are 3 parables in that chapter, short ones, that are about you, for you, you in particular I think (as it was for me in particular).

Luke 15 NIV