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I'm Afraid I've Lost God Because Of The Fear Of The Mark Of The Beast

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They say you should fear NO MAN BUT GOD! I'm afraid that by worrying about the mark of the beast, that means that I am fearing man. I heard someone say that 616 is the mark and the scary part is that one day at exactly 6:16 am I felt an electric shock go through my left hand/arm. Last year during summertime I was admitted into the psychward and the nurses took a picture of MY MONEY with this machine and then used THE SAME machine to prick blood from my left hand. There was a barcode thing on the prick of the needle. I'm afraid that was possibly the mark because they took a PICTURE of MY MONEY with that thing. On the back of the dollar bill there is a pyramid and the crazy part is after I was released from the psychward I looked at the sun cause I noticed it was too bright, I mean brighter than normal. So I looked at the sun and then I closed my eyes and as I closed my eyes I saw the ankh which is an egyptian symbol. You know how when you look at the sun and you see sun spots in your eyes? Well the sun spot turned into a ankh as I closed my eyes which made me think about the dollar bill having a pyramid and the egyptuan ankh. I'm afraid that this all might be the mark and I don't want it to be. They say "he will cause them all to take the mark, both great AND small" which probably means ordinary normal people who aren't bad will get it. When the hospital took a picture of my money and then pricked blood from me with the same machine they used to take pictures of my money my fingernail of the same finge they pricked went welted and weeping looking like they took the life out of my blood. This all happened on my birthday last year which makes me fear that when my birthday comes up this year something bad might happen. NOTICE that I rejected jesus prior to all of this happening last year. I even felt a jealous feeling towards God at one point which confused me and saddened me because I DO NOT want to feel that ay about GOD and I know it is the stupid devil trying ruin my relationship with the lord. I hope I was not decieved into taking the mark. 2016 I prayed to jesus for me not to get the mark and that same night i went to sleep and in this out of body experience this bright light came down to me and overcame me and with it was a force and heat SO STRONG and then I went through it and it got hotter and hotter and hotter until I freaked thinking "is this hell is this hell?" And then I woke up. Then after that I discovered a scripture in the bible how the beast will bring down fire from the heavens and that was like a fire from the heavens. All I know is that I've done everything to be right by God and to do good but it all backfired and then it made me think about how the fearful will end up in hell. I just want my innocence of life back. I do not want to be offiliated with the devil or the beast. I want NOTHING to do with them.
 

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They say you should fear NO MAN BUT GOD! I'm afraid that by worrying about the mark of the beast, that means that I am fearing man. I heard someone say that 616 is the mark and the scary part is that one day at exactly 6:16 am I felt an electric shock go through my left hand/arm. Last year during summertime I was admitted into the psychward and the nurses took a picture of MY MONEY with this machine and then used THE SAME machine to prick blood from my left hand. There was a barcode thing on the prick of the needle. I'm afraid that was possibly the mark because they took a PICTURE of MY MONEY with that thing. On the back of the dollar bill there is a pyramid and the crazy part is after I was released from the psychward I looked at the sun cause I noticed it was too bright, I mean brighter than normal. So I looked at the sun and then I closed my eyes and as I closed my eyes I saw the ankh which is an egyptian symbol. You know how when you look at the sun and you see sun spots in your eyes? Well the sun spot turned into a ankh as I closed my eyes which made me think about the dollar bill having a pyramid and the egyptuan ankh. I'm afraid that this all might be the mark and I don't want it to be. They say "he will cause them all to take the mark, both great AND small" which probably means ordinary normal people who aren't bad will get it. When the hospital took a picture of my money and then pricked blood from me with the same machine they used to take pictures of my money my fingernail of the same finge they pricked went welted and weeping looking like they took the life out of my blood. This all happened on my birthday last year which makes me fear that when my birthday comes up this year something bad might happen. NOTICE that I rejected jesus prior to all of this happening last year. I even felt a jealous feeling towards God at one point which confused me and saddened me because I DO NOT want to feel that ay about GOD and I know it is the stupid devil trying ruin my relationship with the lord. I hope I was not decieved into taking the mark. 2016 I prayed to jesus for me not to get the mark and that same night i went to sleep and in this out of body experience this bright light came down to me and overcame me and with it was a force and heat SO STRONG and then I went through it and it got hotter and hotter and hotter until I freaked thinking "is this hell is this hell?" And then I woke up. Then after that I discovered a scripture in the bible how the beast will bring down fire from the heavens and that was like a fire from the heavens. All I know is that I've done everything to be right by God and to do good but it all backfired and then it made me think about how the fearful will end up in hell. I just want my innocence of life back. I do not want to be offiliated with the devil or the beast. I want NOTHING to do with them.

I think it might be an idea to talk to your doctor about this; these thoughts are well beyond what anyone can be expected to cope with.

In the meantime be assured that God will not hold anything against you if it is a symptom of an illness and therefore beyond your control. You are not choosing to see these things and you can't help being afraid of them so you will not end up in hell as a result. Absolutely, certainly not.

Sin has to be deliberately chosen. Symptoms of an illness are not sin.

Do go to see your doctor.
 
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Don't worry. That was not the mark of the beast. Pray that the Lord brings you calm and then understanding.
No one can be deceived into taking the mark. And Jesus will rescue us from it, so don't worry. You're good.
 
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Psalm 46
10 Be still, and know that I am God;

Jesus loves you so much he died for you, and then he rose from the dead...and he is alive!
John 3:16
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This is the reality, it covers everything

I pray with Emli, that the Lord brings you calm and then understanding.

May the Lord bless you richly with his presence today.
 
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They say you should fear NO MAN BUT GOD! I'm afraid that by worrying about the mark of the beast, that means that I am fearing man. I heard someone say that 616 is the mark and the scary part is that one day at exactly 6:16 am I felt an electric shock go through my left hand/arm. Last year during summertime I was admitted into the psychward and the nurses took a picture of MY MONEY with this machine and then used THE SAME machine to prick blood from my left hand. There was a barcode thing on the prick of the needle. I'm afraid that was possibly the mark because they took a PICTURE of MY MONEY with that thing. On the back of the dollar bill there is a pyramid and the crazy part is after I was released from the psychward I looked at the sun cause I noticed it was too bright, I mean brighter than normal. So I looked at the sun and then I closed my eyes and as I closed my eyes I saw the ankh which is an egyptian symbol. You know how when you look at the sun and you see sun spots in your eyes? Well the sun spot turned into a ankh as I closed my eyes which made me think about the dollar bill having a pyramid and the egyptuan ankh. I'm afraid that this all might be the mark and I don't want it to be. They say "he will cause them all to take the mark, both great AND small" which probably means ordinary normal people who aren't bad will get it. When the hospital took a picture of my money and then pricked blood from me with the same machine they used to take pictures of my money my fingernail of the same finge they pricked went welted and weeping looking like they took the life out of my blood. This all happened on my birthday last year which makes me fear that when my birthday comes up this year something bad might happen. NOTICE that I rejected jesus prior to all of this happening last year. I even felt a jealous feeling towards God at one point which confused me and saddened me because I DO NOT want to feel that ay about GOD and I know it is the stupid devil trying ruin my relationship with the lord. I hope I was not decieved into taking the mark. 2016 I prayed to jesus for me not to get the mark and that same night i went to sleep and in this out of body experience this bright light came down to me and overcame me and with it was a force and heat SO STRONG and then I went through it and it got hotter and hotter and hotter until I freaked thinking "is this hell is this hell?" And then I woke up. Then after that I discovered a scripture in the bible how the beast will bring down fire from the heavens and that was like a fire from the heavens. All I know is that I've done everything to be right by God and to do good but it all backfired and then it made me think about how the fearful will end up in hell. I just want my innocence of life back. I do not want to be offiliated with the devil or the beast. I want NOTHING to do with them.
. Jesus tells us/you He will NEVER drive us/you away in the Gospel of John 6:35-40 and all He asks for is our true faith, belief in His finished Work at the Cross. The demons run from God's Word and the Name of Jesus so use both. Read the verses and set them to memory my friend. God bless you...
 
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They say you should fear NO MAN BUT GOD! I'm afraid that by worrying about the mark of the beast, that means that I am fearing man. I heard someone say that 616 is the mark and the scary part is that one day at exactly 6:16 am I felt an electric shock go through my left hand/arm. Last year during summertime I was admitted into the psychward and the nurses took a picture of MY MONEY with this machine and then used THE SAME machine to prick blood from my left hand. There was a barcode thing on the prick of the needle. I'm afraid that was possibly the mark because they took a PICTURE of MY MONEY with that thing. On the back of the dollar bill there is a pyramid and the crazy part is after I was released from the psychward I looked at the sun cause I noticed it was too bright, I mean brighter than normal. So I looked at the sun and then I closed my eyes and as I closed my eyes I saw the ankh which is an egyptian symbol. You know how when you look at the sun and you see sun spots in your eyes? Well the sun spot turned into a ankh as I closed my eyes which made me think about the dollar bill having a pyramid and the egyptuan ankh. I'm afraid that this all might be the mark and I don't want it to be. They say "he will cause them all to take the mark, both great AND small" which probably means ordinary normal people who aren't bad will get it. When the hospital took a picture of my money and then pricked blood from me with the same machine they used to take pictures of my money my fingernail of the same finge they pricked went welted and weeping looking like they took the life out of my blood. This all happened on my birthday last year which makes me fear that when my birthday comes up this year something bad might happen. NOTICE that I rejected jesus prior to all of this happening last year. I even felt a jealous feeling towards God at one point which confused me and saddened me because I DO NOT want to feel that ay about GOD and I know it is the stupid devil trying ruin my relationship with the lord. I hope I was not decieved into taking the mark. 2016 I prayed to jesus for me not to get the mark and that same night i went to sleep and in this out of body experience this bright light came down to me and overcame me and with it was a force and heat SO STRONG and then I went through it and it got hotter and hotter and hotter until I freaked thinking "is this hell is this hell?" And then I woke up. Then after that I discovered a scripture in the bible how the beast will bring down fire from the heavens and that was like a fire from the heavens. All I know is that I've done everything to be right by God and to do good but it all backfired and then it made me think about how the fearful will end up in hell. I just want my innocence of life back. I do not want to be offiliated with the devil or the beast. I want NOTHING to do with them.

I believe that is the enemy doing false signs to bother you.
What I would warn you about is to NOT take the microchip implant that they are putting in peoples head and hands. ( revelation 13:16-18 )

The number for the beast is 666 or anything disguised as 666 since the verse says it is calculated to 666.

 
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I read the thesalonian scripture and from my own understanding it said that basically only those who perish will go through the false signs and wonders and they will believe a lie because they did not have the love of the truth that they were saved. This scares me because this scripture is implying that I've already perished? I looked up tge ankh and from what I read is tgat it represents mortal life in the afterlife which means that you can die in the afterlife. I don't want that to happen and I just want God to remove all of it and to help me stop doubting. I do not want that to happen to me. I want to be in heaven with God forever.
 
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I read the thesalonian scripture and from my own understanding it said that basically only those who perish will go through the false signs and wonders and they will believe a lie because they did not have the love of the truth that they were saved. This scares me because this scripture is implying that I've already perished? I looked up tge ankh and from what I read is tgat it represents mortal life in the afterlife which means that you can die in the afterlife. I don't want that to happen and I just want God to remove all of it and to help me stop doubting. I do not want that to happen to me. I want to be in heaven with God forever.

satan can bring false signs like imaginations visual or mental that you have to cast down in JESUS name. ( 2 corinthians 10:5 )

In the days of the anti-christ it will be much egyptian god worship and old egyptian gods do have power but NOT as much as JEHOVAH the God of gods. (Revelation 11:8)

So don't be shocked if the old egyptian gods start bothering you. They do exist and have some power because the two witnesses will die in the place where figuratively they call sodom and egypt.
 
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I read the thesalonian scripture and from my own understanding it said that basically only those who perish will go through the false signs and wonders and they will believe a lie because they did not have the love of the truth that they were saved. This scares me because this scripture is implying that I've already perished? I looked up tge ankh and from what I read is tgat it represents mortal life in the afterlife which means that you can die in the afterlife. I don't want that to happen and I just want God to remove all of it and to help me stop doubting. I do not want that to happen to me. I want to be in heaven with God forever.
PLEASE don't do that to yourself! The creator of all things, Jesus, completed the job in entirety at the Cross and only asks for us to BELIEVE in Him. Dozens of verses prove this with many being from Jesus Himself, and I challenge anyone to prove otherwise using God's Word, not opinions. You can not loose salvation because God does not change and He certainly doesn't change His mind. Relax, read the Bible and you will find this as well as many other answers to comfort you.
 
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