- Dec 7, 2017
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Hi Dear Brothers and Sisters,
I would just like to ask for your interpretation of this strange tightness I feel over my left chest each time I'm at Church praying/singing the Lord's Prayer.
I grew up in a very religious home where we were nurtured and raised to be prayerful. I studied in a Catholic School during High School which helped me grow more in Faith. I was an active member in our Christian Youth Organization. However, as I went through college, I started losing my faith as I allowed myself to be influenced by doubt and skepticism against the Roman Catholic Church. Since then until some time, I stopped going to Chruch and barely prayed.
However, for the longest time, I felt that there was this deep dark void within me that coerced me to go back to knowing God and praying to Him. Now I have been working back on my faith (Still struggling though).
And ever since I came back from my lost journey, I noticed that each time I sing/pray the Lord's Prayer, I always feel this tightness and tingling heavy sensation over my left chest, which I otherwise wouldnt feel anywhere else, even when running or doing heavy workouts at the gym. I have no heart diseases as per my regular check-ups.
This is utterly bizzare because I definitely dont feel this anywere else. The burning sensation only starts when I pray this very prayer which then starts to wane towards the end.
I have seen a relevant post that illustrates the exact feeling that I feel which the writer interpreted as the Lord's Hug. But while she thinks of it as something that lies within the bright side of the spectrum, I feel like it is some kind of spiritual resentment against me for not going to Church for some time which I assume will not go away until I completely follow and do things according to His will. Idk? I think I can juxtapose this aspect to this analogy: It's like I am forcing myself into a narrow small door for which I get wounds and bruises for forcibly coercing my entrance through this door. And unless I humble myself or cut off some limbs (which stand for my sins) I will not be allowed to get through that door.
It is this for reason to which I started this forum. I wish to know if there's anyone else out there who feels the same thing and who can tell me their interpretation to this. Please feel free to tell me your thougths. I have also posted a poll so you can easily and conveniently provide your feedback. If you can, please take time to answer it whether what's in me is a Good or Bad Spirit. Muchos gracias!
'Til then, I will patiently and blessedly anticipate of your honest and helpful responses! Thank you. God bless you all.
I would just like to ask for your interpretation of this strange tightness I feel over my left chest each time I'm at Church praying/singing the Lord's Prayer.
I grew up in a very religious home where we were nurtured and raised to be prayerful. I studied in a Catholic School during High School which helped me grow more in Faith. I was an active member in our Christian Youth Organization. However, as I went through college, I started losing my faith as I allowed myself to be influenced by doubt and skepticism against the Roman Catholic Church. Since then until some time, I stopped going to Chruch and barely prayed.
However, for the longest time, I felt that there was this deep dark void within me that coerced me to go back to knowing God and praying to Him. Now I have been working back on my faith (Still struggling though).
And ever since I came back from my lost journey, I noticed that each time I sing/pray the Lord's Prayer, I always feel this tightness and tingling heavy sensation over my left chest, which I otherwise wouldnt feel anywhere else, even when running or doing heavy workouts at the gym. I have no heart diseases as per my regular check-ups.
This is utterly bizzare because I definitely dont feel this anywere else. The burning sensation only starts when I pray this very prayer which then starts to wane towards the end.
I have seen a relevant post that illustrates the exact feeling that I feel which the writer interpreted as the Lord's Hug. But while she thinks of it as something that lies within the bright side of the spectrum, I feel like it is some kind of spiritual resentment against me for not going to Church for some time which I assume will not go away until I completely follow and do things according to His will. Idk? I think I can juxtapose this aspect to this analogy: It's like I am forcing myself into a narrow small door for which I get wounds and bruises for forcibly coercing my entrance through this door. And unless I humble myself or cut off some limbs (which stand for my sins) I will not be allowed to get through that door.
It is this for reason to which I started this forum. I wish to know if there's anyone else out there who feels the same thing and who can tell me their interpretation to this. Please feel free to tell me your thougths. I have also posted a poll so you can easily and conveniently provide your feedback. If you can, please take time to answer it whether what's in me is a Good or Bad Spirit. Muchos gracias!
'Til then, I will patiently and blessedly anticipate of your honest and helpful responses! Thank you. God bless you all.