I am lost for sure

drjean

Senior Veteran
Site Supporter
Nov 16, 2011
15,273
4,517
✟313,070.00
Country
United States
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Private
God is love.
The very fact that you have posted, and are in turmoil, proves that you CAN find God, for it is HE Who is calling out to you, warning you of impending eternal doom. (((hug)))

Try to stop pushing against God and His Holy Spirit... breathe, calm, and you can find rest....

with that said I would suggest that you make an appointment for a complete physical with your MD. Sometimes changes in the body, especially at your age, makes a person feel crazy and doubtful about things they used to believe and "know".

GOD STILL LOVES YOU....
 
  • Like
Reactions: Emli
Upvote 0

Halbhh

Everything You say is Life to me
Site Supporter
Mar 17, 2015
17,184
9,196
catholic -- embracing all Christians
✟1,157,377.00
Country
United States
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Married
Just listen to ANY sermon about blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. It is not just that you say bad things about it. It is also refusing the testimony of the Holy Spirit, which is that Son of God died for your sins.



Just read hebrews ch 6, 10, 12 and the Holy Spirit will teach you and you will understand.

I've read all of Hebrews carefully, and well, and understood it, and more, also all the other epistles, and all the gospels, and carefully and well, and there's something you need to know I can tell you about.

Actual blaspheme against the Spirit is not failing so far to come to Christ. Yes, if you always refused the rest of your mortal life, then you'd be lost.

But your mortal life isn't over yet, and you still could turn and be saved. This is fact.

How do I know? Read and see for yourself:

1Now the tax collectors and sinners were all gathering around to hear Jesus. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”

3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4“Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ 7I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

The Parable of the Lost Coin

8“Or suppose a woman has ten silver coinsa and loses one. Doesn’t she light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? 9And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.’ 10In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”

The Parable of the Lost Son

11Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them.

13“Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17“When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ 20So he got up and went to his father.

“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21“The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’

22“But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.

25“Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’

28“The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!’

31“ ‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ ”

-----------

See? You are only in the situation of simply being like the lost coin, the wandering sheep, the prodigal. Simply turn and come to Him.

The sermon(s) you heard/read misled you.

So, leave that website or preacher, and instead actually read the real actual words of the gospels, yourself, because you can, and they will give you the way, the truth, and the path to Life.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Emli
Upvote 0

joshcorn

Active Member
Oct 27, 2017
166
76
76
Dartmouth Nova Scotia
✟14,533.00
Country
Canada
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Single
What do you think repent means,for the first few years in my christian walk I took the normal aproach most christian church teach,run to the alter till God your sorry,weep and wale.
One night sitting in God's presence He brought up that subject. He asked me the same question as I said above and I gave Him the same answer as above. I was wrong,this what He told me it ment.
Because I have a french back ground. God told me this. In the french language it's root is from the word repense to rethink again. Just the other day I was going out a teaching and the person brought up the same question with the same results in the Greek or Hebrew word root
I have Though about this or the years. The bible talks about renewing you mind. In original creation there where two trees,the tree of good and evil. Lets call this the the flesh or carnal man.
You feed off this tree then you are subject to both good and evil. When Adam and feel they lost access to the other tree, The Tree of life, where there is no knowledge of sin,Evil does not exist so it can not effect you. Jesus death on the cross now gives us access to the tree of life. When the bible talks about walking the spirit means that your source of life is from The tree of life.
Before Adam and Eve fell There spirit was on the outside and they where clothed in The Glory of God. There spirit what in authority over there soul. When They fell the soul was no in authority over the spirit{wanting to do its own thing] where the spirit wants to do the will of the Father.Because the soul was over the spirit The body had to be clothed in something else so God put skins on them{ the sin we have today,thre layors} not animal sin as most teach.
 
Upvote 0

CHASEAJACKSON

New Member
Dec 15, 2013
3
1
✟7,813.00
Faith
Non-Denom
Marital Status
Married
I am the one from hebrews ch 6 10 and 12.

I was never saved. I have fallen away. God hated me from the beginning. I am an unfaithful wicked piece of trash.

I TASTED the living word of god. Now it's completely dead with my faith in forgiveness.

I asked God to tell me something. Right away a crow was making caw sounds outside.

I can't sleep. I wake up every 1 hour. After 50 hours being awake I still needed hours to fall asleep. I was a very optimistic, chilly guy. Now my whole spirit is in terror. I AM ONLY 20!

I am studying annihilation even though I know it's not very probable. This is my only hope, but it does not make sense. Maybe I can have a somewhat not miserable momentary life. I have no idea how am I going to buy into not eternal conscious torment. I know God, I know his thinking.
My suffer will be the worst in the fire. I have thrown away the chance to get saved.

Don't try to tell me I am confused or I still can get saved. I CANNOT REPENT. Impossible, I can't find it. I need a second Christ. It's over for me.

I want to wake up from the dream or cease to exist. You have no idea...

This is a warning for you. Don't be me!!!

I would do anything to change the past. Cut my arms, gouge my eyes...

I have no interest in anything. Don't know what to do.. Waiting in a death row. Except I am not going to die, but tortured for ever. NICE, thx my almighty God. Everyone deserves hell, but I knew the truth, so I deserve it especially..
 
Upvote 0

Winken

Heimat
Site Supporter
Sep 24, 2010
5,709
3,505
✟168,847.00
Country
United States
Faith
Non-Denom
Marital Status
Married
Politics
US-Others
I am the one from hebrews ch 6 10 and 12.

I was never saved. I have fallen away. God hated me from the beginning. I am an unfaithful wicked piece of trash.

I TASTED the living word of god. Now it's completely dead with my faith in forgiveness.

I asked God to tell me something. Right away a crow was making caw sounds outside.

I can't sleep. I wake up every 1 hour. After 50 hours being awake I still needed hours to fall asleep. I was a very optimistic, chilly guy. Now my whole spirit is in terror. I AM ONLY 20!

I am studying annihilation even though I know it's not very probable. This is my only hope, but it does not make sense. Maybe I can have a somewhat not miserable momentary life. I have no idea how am I going to buy into not eternal conscious torment. I know God, I know his thinking.
My suffer will be the worst in the fire. I have thrown away the chance to get saved.

Don't try to tell me I am confused or I still can get saved. I CANNOT REPENT. Impossible, I can't find it. I need a second Christ. It's over for me.

I want to wake up from the dream or cease to exist. You have no idea...

This is a warning for you. Don't be me!!!

I would do anything to change the past. Cut my arms, gouge my eyes...

I have no interest in anything. Don't know what to do.. Waiting in a death row. Except I am not going to die, but tortured for ever. NICE, thx my almighty God. Everyone deserves hell, but I knew the truth, so I deserve it especially..

All of what you posted is a misinterpretation and misapplication of scripture, God's Word. You need to get back to Page One.

1. Hold the Bible in your hand. Read Romans 10:8-13. Ask God to lead you in your prayer for eternal life. Confess that Jesus IS Lord. Confess that God raised Him from the dead. Believe it, receive it. Thank Him for it. Now turn to Romans 8:1. It is the calm, confident assurance of your eternal salvation.

2. You need no other argument, no other plea. It is enough that Jesus died, and that He died for you.

Having done that, you are in His eternal embrace.

Father, add your blessing to this Truth.
 
  • Winner
Reactions: lost4ever
Upvote 0

CHASEAJACKSON

New Member
Dec 15, 2013
3
1
✟7,813.00
Faith
Non-Denom
Marital Status
Married
Please use (wisdom, knowledge, and understanding) when you read this message. You are not ignorant to the Word of God, I believe you just as any child you have been given a gift of knowledge, a child's knowledge (use understanding a child's knowledge is a blessing). So when you heard the truth you knew it was the truth and it was confirmed by the word of God. So you are holding to a verse that the devil atempts to use to make you know you are condemed and this makes you the branch that with only little knowledgeclose to being burned in the dead branch pile? What makes you so different than any soul on earth today....well#1 you are the only one on here who said it's to late (that is your knowledge telling you that because of a lack of wisdom)*have understanding. knowledge will also tell you that times or time is set by God. When a time comes and a child/person's faith or lack there of begins it's refining in fire this often coincides with the beginning of wisdom from fear of the Lord and so your soul CRIED OUT TO THE FATHER and by Grace through faith-which you have (seek) it out it is unseen but you should be able to provide definition of what faith is by now. Pray for at this time for the Comforter to come and he will counsel you through this and you will be relieved enough to sleep at night and the feeling of your bones rotting away will cease and you will be put at ease. But now hear me when a potter needs his pot to be able to contain and withhold the water put into it, the heat must continue until the vessel is purified and that can take some time in a hot fire....and time spent in a hot fire goes by very slow but is always being watched by it's creator at this point. I know you have probably heard it about simon Peter, who jesus himself said you "Satan is going to sift through you like wheat but don't worry I have prayed for your faith and when you finally turn strengthen your brothers." Around the same time he told all of them that every single one of them was going to fall away from him
Matthew 26:31
Then Jesus said to them, “You will all fall away because of me this night. For it is written, ‘I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’...but this is not how it ends and Peter realized when rooster crowed. That type of fear would cause you to weep an unimaginable amount. Read 2 Thessalonians 3 about the man of lawlessness, .....my brother stay strong in faith though you seem asleep, you already know salvaltion is not found in pages of a book, if that is what you seek reading book after book you will not find it. Hold onto faith though you believe it to be dead I believe it to be stronger. Proverbs 9:10 says, “The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.”Proverbs is known as the wisdom book, and the entire second chapter gives a detailed explanation of the value of gaining wisdom.

It's not to late it's only possible to just now be beginning!

Until we meet again.
Chase Jackson
Chasejaxsun@gmail.com


Gal14 May I never boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, through whicha the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world. 15Neither circumcision nor uncircumcision means anything; what counts is the new creation. 16Peace and mercy to all who follow this rule—tob the Israel of God.

17From now on, let no one cause me trouble, for I bear on my body the marks of Jesus.

18The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit, brothers and sisters. Amen.
 
  • Informative
Reactions: lost4ever
Upvote 0

lost4ever

New Member
Nov 6, 2017
4
3
27
Budapest
✟15,587.00
Country
Hungary
Faith
Pagan
Marital Status
Single
I AM SAVED!!

CALVINISM IS STRAIGHT FROM HELL!!!

PAUL WASHER, JOHN PIPER, JOHN MACARTHUR ETC. FALSE TEACHERS. BEHOLD!!
I WAS HOOKED ON THEIR TEACHINGS.

EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS OWNED BY GOD. THE ONLY THING WE HAVE IS FREE WILL. THAT'S ALL WE HAVE.

SAYING THAT GOD CREATED ANYONE TO GO TO HELL SAYING THAT GOD IS EVIL. IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE IN CALVINISM, YOU ARE EVIL, BECAUSE BOTH GOD AND YOU CAN'T BE EVIL!!!!! ONE OF YOU HAS TO BE GOOD (and it's not you) !!

DO YOU KNOW HOW TO COMMIT THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN? YOU CAN'T. THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT IS THAT YOU TRULY HONESTLY THINK THAT THE HOLY GHOST IS EVIL = I AM GOOD, MY WAY IS GOOD.
IF YOU WANT GOD THEN THAT'S THE PROOF THAT YOU ARE SAVED!

"Then Judas, which betrayed him, answered and said, Master, is it I?"

JUDAS DID NOT CONSIDER JESUS LORD, HE CALLS HIM MASTER. HE WENT TO HELL NOT BECAUSE HE BETRAYED JESUS, BUT BECAUSE HE DID NOT THINK HE IS THE LORD. SON OF GOD ETC.. JESUS KNEW HE IS THE SON OF PERDITION BECAUSE HE CALLED HIM MASTER, ALL THE OTHER APOSTLES CALLED HIM LORD!

THANKS FOR THE PRAYERS AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT WAS NOT ON ME. IT IS ALL FROM GRACE!!

YAHUSHUA IS LORD THAT'S EVERYTHING!!

sorry for all caps, i am very angry at satan. i have peace and joy all the way.
 
Upvote 0

Winken

Heimat
Site Supporter
Sep 24, 2010
5,709
3,505
✟168,847.00
Country
United States
Faith
Non-Denom
Marital Status
Married
Politics
US-Others
All of what you posted is a misinterpretation and misapplication of scripture, God's Word. You need to get back to Page One.

1. Hold the Bible in your hand. Read Romans 10:8-13. Ask God to lead you in your prayer for eternal life. Confess that Jesus IS Lord. Confess that God raised Him from the dead. Believe it, receive it. Thank Him for it. Now turn to Romans 8:1. It is the calm, confident assurance of your eternal salvation.

2. You need no other argument, no other plea. It is enough that Jesus died, and that He died for you.

Having done that, you are in His eternal embrace.

Father, add your blessing to this Truth.
Praise God from whom all blessings flow!!
 
Upvote 0

Winken

Heimat
Site Supporter
Sep 24, 2010
5,709
3,505
✟168,847.00
Country
United States
Faith
Non-Denom
Marital Status
Married
Politics
US-Others
I AM SAVED!!

CALVINISM IS STRAIGHT FROM HELL!!!

PAUL WASHER, JOHN PIPER, JOHN MACARTHUR ETC. FALSE TEACHERS. BEHOLD!!
I WAS HOOKED ON THEIR TEACHINGS.

EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS OWNED BY GOD. THE ONLY THING WE HAVE IS FREE WILL. THAT'S ALL WE HAVE.

SAYING THAT GOD CREATED ANYONE TO GO TO HELL SAYING THAT GOD IS EVIL. IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE IN CALVINISM, YOU ARE EVIL, BECAUSE BOTH GOD AND YOU CAN'T BE EVIL!!!!! ONE OF YOU HAS TO BE GOOD (and it's not you) !!

DO YOU KNOW HOW TO COMMIT THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN? YOU CAN'T. THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT IS THAT YOU TRULY HONESTLY THINK THAT THE HOLY GHOST IS EVIL = I AM GOOD, MY WAY IS GOOD.
IF YOU WANT GOD THEN THAT'S THE PROOF THAT YOU ARE SAVED!

"Then Judas, which betrayed him, answered and said, Master, is it I?"

JUDAS DID NOT CONSIDER JESUS LORD, HE CALLS HIM MASTER. HE WENT TO HELL NOT BECAUSE HE BETRAYED JESUS, BUT BECAUSE HE DID NOT THINK HE IS THE LORD. SON OF GOD ETC.. JESUS KNEW HE IS THE SON OF PERDITION BECAUSE HE CALLED HIM MASTER, ALL THE OTHER APOSTLES CALLED HIM LORD!

THANKS FOR THE PRAYERS AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT WAS NOT ON ME. IT IS ALL FROM GRACE!!

YAHUSHUA IS LORD THAT'S EVERYTHING!!

sorry for all caps, i am very angry at satan. i have peace and joy all the way.
Praise God from whom all blessings flow!!
 
Upvote 0
This site stays free and accessible to all because of donations from people like you.
Consider making a one-time or monthly donation. We appreciate your support!
- Dan Doughty and Team Christian Forums