I'm eleven months late to the party, but better late than never, right?
I have a lot of work ahead of me as I continue to struggle with smoking and my caffeine consumption. Right now I've been a non-smoker a little over ten minutes, but that's a little over ten minutes, which is something. I'm also sipping on the last soda in the house.
What scares me are the headaches. I had a shunt malfunction when I was twelve, which felt like what it was: abrupt, increased pressure crushing my brain. Since then, I've been scared spitless of headaches, even when I know there's a perfectly logical reason for them.
What I hate more than headaches is being a slave to addiction with no money to spend on life because I'm trying to avoid stupid headaches. For the next two weeks, I'd really love for God to work a miracle and make it painless to walk away from my addiction. But, science is science, and withdrawal headaches are par for the course, so I expect them.
Yeah, this is gonna be fun.