The whole company was full of bullies and management and HR knew about it.
Right. There's literally nothing you can do, and your job performance suffers for it and all you want to do at that point is your
job but they bear false witness and put up stumbling blocks and tear you down. Gossip is cancerous and metastasizes into enormous sin, and those that gossip either don't realize the harm it is capable of promoting or are too cold to care. Romans 1:29-31 puts
gossip right alongside the likes of murder and lovelessness. Gossip can ruin peoples jobs, emotional and psychological well-being and subsequently affect whole families. It's deplorable.
They made me out to be the bad guy when I wasn't at all.
Right. Gas-lighting is psychopathic in the Nth degree. It's a form of psychological abuse in which the abuser(s) denies the reality of the victim's experience. Setting up misdeeds, questioning targets sanity, denying history, willful daftness in the face of exposure, provoking negative emotions, using tonality arguments (you didn't sound very nice, so you're in the wrong) and then delegitimizing the victim's concerns. Those employing this abuse are manipulative, unapologetic cowards who often operate under cloaks of plausible deniability, rank and/or position.
I have never been in such a heavily oppressed place and no matter how much praying I did and my sister who prayed fervently it just got worse and worse.
But I regret I did not leave right after the abuse happened because it has traumatized me every night since then and only now is it fading away, even though I have forgiven them and asked God to help me to forgive them. Healing takes time.
Bless your heart, dear sister. We will pray for you! It is in times like these that we must remember the persecution our Lord and Savior Jesus faced. He looked through all the contempt and wickedness that nailed him to the cross, and to those possessed with hatred who spat at him and cursed him and made him into an object of derision, Jesus said, "I love you" and "forgive them Father, they know not what they do"
1 Peter 4:13 But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.
Romans 8:17 Now if we are children, then we are heirs--heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.
I would heavily implore you to pray about your situation and not wait until things get so bad that you end up being traumatized like me.
I think the Lord has given me the same advice about changing jobs. What good is it for me to endure such miserable treatment and vex my soul all for the sake of steady work? It's something I will definitely pray about this week before I return.
It may just even be on a deeper level in the way of a satanic attack.
Right. Those that reject Jesus are in rebellion toward him whether they realize it or not. They are of this world and are by no means above the influence of the spirit of this world. The Devil does not attack those of us with so much fervor because we are weak but because we are
strong.
It is true what you say it's very possible that this happened to me because I was a Christian and they could see I was different
Me too!!
Luke 6:22-23 Blessed are you when people hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets.
Romans 8:18-25
18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.
19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed.
20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope
21 that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.
May the Lord bless and keep you in your hour of need.