God bless you guys! My name is Reyna and known about God all my life. However, I've only been a Christian for about five years. I recently had a dream and wanted some interpretation of it. I don't know where to post it. This thread was the only thread I could post on. I am single and had a dream about breastfeeding a baby might have been a toddler. The baby was in my house and I had been neglecting it because I know I don't have kids. Then the baby was going to go to sleep but I remembered it hadn't eaten so I decided to breastfeeding it. In my head I was like God will give me milk to feed the baby. Eventually milk did come out and the baby was sucking the milk. Then something horrible happened and I started masturbating while breastfeeding. Then I remember I stopped and somehow the baby wasn't with me anymore and was looking for it and the baby now a toddler was sleeping I picked it up and asked if they wanted more milk and it motioned no. That was it! I've been praying and fasting and totally surrendered to God! I've been dealing with a situation where my ex boyfriend broke up with me because I loved his friend who never had interest in him. Her and I were friends and now they are about to get married. He and I were going to get married and she was the one who got us together. They both still go to my church and I still say hi and talk the them. I've been reading about biblical interpretation of breastfeeding dreams and some positive and a lot negative about feed the devil through some sin could it be this unforgiveness?