I'm sorry that your dad treats you that way
My dad treated me the exact same way
Here are some thoughts that I hope would be of use to you
Proverbs 13:20 He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm
Try to avoid your dad as much as possible, as he is a harmful influence on you
Try not to talk to him either, as anything you say could be used against you
Try to find friends in the church who can be supportive of you, and who you can talk to about problems you may have
Matthew 10:14 Whoever does not receive you, nor heed your words, as you go out of that house or that city, shake the dust off your feet
If we are living in places that don't welcome us, we should leave. In 1 Samuel, David fled from Saul when Saul started to persecute David. In Acts, the apostles fled from their persecutors
The best thing you could do for yourself would be to move out to your own place the moment you are able to afford your own place
Some may say that leaving your dad would not be honoring him, let me explain why that is not a reason to stay with your dad
Exodus 20:12 says honor your father and your mother
However,
Ephesians 6:1 says Children, obey your parents in the Lord
If our parents cause us harm, we are not obligated to stay with them, because it is not the Lord's will for us to be in harmful situations
Don't make the mistake that I made. I was enslaved by my parents up to the time I was eighteen, and went to school. In my thirties, I made a big mistake by living with my parents again, only to end up getting myself enslaved again