Please pray that one day I'll be cured.

The Savior doesn't hate you. I pray you will be led to complete healing.

God bless you my friend. Praying that God ministers to you and heals you every place you hurt, and that all that causes you angst and discomfort is replaced by His inexplicable grace and His joy and peace. Father may it be so, in Jesus name, amen. (((hug)))

As mentioned, Jesus doesn't hate you, but as for God not healing you, I get how you feel, but that's all can do, as I have no answers for you on that.

Do remember, with all healers, even with Jesus, it is God that does the healing, and their faith that makes it happen. How do we have faith in God? I think that's the tricky part.

It must be easier said than done because with faith the size of a mustard seed we can move mountains, yet no one moves mountains, so even a small amount is hard to come by.

I was thinking about this verse the other day and it seems to have a lot to do with having faith:

"Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."

Turns out that was a very hard thing for me to do, and if we could ever get into that state of mind, a lot can happen for us...the bible essentially says so right there..

If anyone has truly reached it let us know how.

Anyway, just some things to consider that may be helpful. "Seek and ye shall find" doesn't always mean it will be easy to find.

Father I pray blessings on this request, healing, and for a victorious life that will bring you glory in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule

Brother i will pray for you and your family. Brother Jesus doesn't hate you He loves you beyond our imagination. Why are you in your situation i cannot say but i can tell you that the intrusive thoughts are a lie and you need to place your trust in Jesus no matter what happens. I will pray for you to be healed and i place it on you that you trust in Jesus that He will never forsake you, He promised us that. Call upon Him when you are attacked and trust that He will come and help you. Learn to trust Him brother. I also place it on your heart that you and your family start praying daily and reading the Holy Scripture. Place your eyes and your mind on Jesus and not on your intrusive thoughts and your illness.

May God bless you and your family and heal and deliver you from the clutches of the enemy in Jesus Mighty name i pray.

Also you could listen to some praise music and to people that would strengthen you in your faith. I personally like to listen to Sadhu Sundar Selvaraj very much.

May God strengthen and heal you in His Merciful Love

Today is the day of Salvation!

Peace be still, I speak Blessing into your life and situation!
You are Freed, from all the Powers of Satan!
As your Faith is, so let it be done unto you!

IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, BE DELIVERED FROM THE OPPRESSION OF THIS DEMON,
that the Father might be Glorified in the Son!
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