I need to vent and I need advice.
I'm scared. We've been married 2 months. We just told everyone and made it official yesterday.. And I already contemplate divorce... Is there something wrong with me? Do I feel the need to flee because of normal conflict? Or is this relationship seriously unhealthy?
How do I find out?
I have no one to compare with... Plus, every couple is different...
I feel like its just a series of dissappointment after dissappointment..
Right now I feel like I made a HUGE mistake
He's not a spirtual leader
He will never make the effort I crave to have us do our devotion.
He's been home a week and we haven't done it a single time.
He just doesn't care about things.
When hes at work, I feel like I miss him.
But I must just be lonely
Because the second he gets home, we fight, I hide for a few hours and then we go to bed.
I never actually see him.
We never spend quality time together.
We're either busy doing stuff
Or we're at home doing one of two things
Fighting, or ignoring eachother for our phones.
If its this bad this early on can you imagine how it will be in 10.20, 30 years?
Usually these types of disfunctional marriages happen after years of bottling up feelings.
What is our problem?
How do I fix this before it ruins us?
I do love him...
I'm scared. We've been married 2 months. We just told everyone and made it official yesterday.. And I already contemplate divorce... Is there something wrong with me? Do I feel the need to flee because of normal conflict? Or is this relationship seriously unhealthy?
How do I find out?
I have no one to compare with... Plus, every couple is different...
I feel like its just a series of dissappointment after dissappointment..
Right now I feel like I made a HUGE mistake
He's not a spirtual leader
He will never make the effort I crave to have us do our devotion.
He's been home a week and we haven't done it a single time.
He just doesn't care about things.
When hes at work, I feel like I miss him.
But I must just be lonely
Because the second he gets home, we fight, I hide for a few hours and then we go to bed.
I never actually see him.
We never spend quality time together.
We're either busy doing stuff
Or we're at home doing one of two things
Fighting, or ignoring eachother for our phones.
If its this bad this early on can you imagine how it will be in 10.20, 30 years?
Usually these types of disfunctional marriages happen after years of bottling up feelings.
What is our problem?
How do I fix this before it ruins us?
I do love him...