Hello everyone. I am currently living in a caravan to get away from everything as the past 5 years have been very rough for me, I am a recovering alcoholic. I have tried everything to get rid of this thing. Done a lot of things i'm not proud of. I have never intentionally hurt anyone though, just made many bad mistakes. I just don't know what to do or where to turn to anymore. I am currently on a weeks sobriety. Don't want to touch it again, my healths not great because of the damage i've done to it. Have social anxiety as I constantly feel judged.
Just wanted to introduce myself and tell you my story. I feel like my family don't help, all I have left is a sister who drinks, another who is now very selfish after being in a relationship with a drug-dealer who ended up murdering someone. As for my Mother, we have never got on as she's a drinker on weekends too, and from a young age I had to put up with a lot of emotional abuse. Hope God forgives me, but I feel lost, and unfortunately, don't think being around my family is helping me.
Hope you're all doing well on your journeys.
Just wanted to introduce myself and tell you my story. I feel like my family don't help, all I have left is a sister who drinks, another who is now very selfish after being in a relationship with a drug-dealer who ended up murdering someone. As for my Mother, we have never got on as she's a drinker on weekends too, and from a young age I had to put up with a lot of emotional abuse. Hope God forgives me, but I feel lost, and unfortunately, don't think being around my family is helping me.
Hope you're all doing well on your journeys.
