Ok im new at this, and not sure how to put all this into words, but i will try. My daughters children there are 3, 2 girls and a boy. She lost them to there dads 4 an 5 yrs ago, thats a story for another time, but it was bad and she couldnt raise them, the two oldest went to live in Ak with their dad and the youngest in texas. It has been so hard, the youngest was devastated. Still is. Again another story. But just recently the older two have moved back to Tx. With their dad. And came to visit me for a week or two. The oldest is a girl she will be 18 in a few days. And of course thinks she knows everything. They have all had varius issues from abuse to possible molestation, but the two older ones have been baptized and and i thought gave there life to God, well today, the oldest told me she is bi sexual. I freaked out, and told her that it was a sin, to not only be bi / gay but to have sex out of wedlock, and she said "well doesnt God love everyone no matter what?"
I said he loves everyone of course but he hates sin, and i told her being gay was a sin to God, it is in the Bible, so then she said that she didnt believe the bible was true, its just a book written by men, not God, it broke my heart, and i walked away. But the anger grew in me and i blew up. Said some pretty hateful stuff. There were alot of words i cant even remember them all, but basically she said she was fixing to be an adult and could do as she pleased and i said not in my house. And she went and is now at a friends house. She even said the only reason she went to church was to socialise. I have tried to contact her dad, but he is not responding. She was very sick when she was born had a 25% chance of survival, we all prayed so hard and she survived. She has allways been such a blessing to me. And i just cant believe God saved her for this kind of life style. She was abused and i helped get them away from there mom to there dads in hopes of a better life, but now im thinking i did the wrong thing. Plus i handled it horribly, she may never speak to me again. I feel terrible, and just hate life right now. How can i make this right? I have prayed and prayed for these kids, spent many many nights crying on my knees, it seems the more i pray the worse things get. The world is so full of evil, kids dont have a chance. I need to make tis right but cant relinquish my belief, and go against Gods word, i am just so angry the world/satan has done this. And i know i am by far not perfect, obviously in how i handled the situation, and def. Have not been the best or even a good influence alot of the time.
Sorry about my spelling and grammar!