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Firstly I want to say that I'm sorry if I will offend you, but this thing is eating me up and I cannot keep this inside. I'm searching for answers and trying to cope with my unmanageable frustration and anger, so in this post I will say things how it is and how I see it and won't sugar coat anything, so please bare with me.
God made us and we had no choice in it. The is no free will like everyone is claiming to have. We did not not ask to be here and many did not ask to be born dead or born with problems or a terrible disadvantage.
There is a verse that says "I have formed you in your mothers womb..." This to me shows God created every single person, which includes some people with disabilities/problems. So it must be His will. He made them that way. That for a start angers me because that shows God is not a God of perfection. People with mental illnesses, Alzheimer's etc etc did not ask for that either, and regardless how much we pray, God will not heal them.
3 years ago, we adopted a boy with LOTS of health problems. We prayed till we were blue in the face, took authority, but nothing happened. The church prayed with us and still nothing happened. Healing seminars dis not help. Regardless how we've prayed against "satans work" in authority, problems remained. That tells me God liked it that way. He created him like that.
Doesn't the Bible say " If a sons asks for fish, will his dad give him a snake?" Yep. And my heavenly dad could not care less of giving us that very thing he said he won't. We didn't get a snake. We didn't get anything! We only asked for healing. Was that too much to ask for?
The Bible says: " Ask anything and my name and WILL give it to you." That is a promise! So God doesn't keep His own promises. That's very sad because that's the very thing that breaks my trust in someone that claims to be perfect and trustworthy. I'm not talking about asking God for a Ferrari or nice house. I'm asking something out of the word of God. Gods will. If His will is not for my son to be well, how can he be good? If sick people stay sick & no prayer helps, no one can be blamed but God as He is the only only who can fix this, isn't He?
I'm sorry but I can't trust a God that doesn't keep His own word and expects us to keep His rules that He is not keeping Himself.
For 3 years I've been in this terrible state of mind and there is no one that could help me. (God included)
I want answers as I'm a SON. I should be able to ask my dad anything and expect Him to answer.
Maybe I expect waaaaaay to much of my heavenly Dad. Always always disappointed!!
I can definitely say God will not come through for everyone. He hasn't for me.
Thank you
Fenhn
Firstly I want to say that I'm sorry if I will offend you, but this thing is eating me up and I cannot keep this inside. I'm searching for answers and trying to cope with my unmanageable frustration and anger, so in this post I will say things how it is and how I see it and won't sugar coat anything, so please bare with me.
God made us and we had no choice in it. The is no free will like everyone is claiming to have. We did not not ask to be here and many did not ask to be born dead or born with problems or a terrible disadvantage.
There is a verse that says "I have formed you in your mothers womb..." This to me shows God created every single person, which includes some people with disabilities/problems. So it must be His will. He made them that way. That for a start angers me because that shows God is not a God of perfection. People with mental illnesses, Alzheimer's etc etc did not ask for that either, and regardless how much we pray, God will not heal them.
3 years ago, we adopted a boy with LOTS of health problems. We prayed till we were blue in the face, took authority, but nothing happened. The church prayed with us and still nothing happened. Healing seminars dis not help. Regardless how we've prayed against "satans work" in authority, problems remained. That tells me God liked it that way. He created him like that.
Doesn't the Bible say " If a sons asks for fish, will his dad give him a snake?" Yep. And my heavenly dad could not care less of giving us that very thing he said he won't. We didn't get a snake. We didn't get anything! We only asked for healing. Was that too much to ask for?
The Bible says: " Ask anything and my name and WILL give it to you." That is a promise! So God doesn't keep His own promises. That's very sad because that's the very thing that breaks my trust in someone that claims to be perfect and trustworthy. I'm not talking about asking God for a Ferrari or nice house. I'm asking something out of the word of God. Gods will. If His will is not for my son to be well, how can he be good? If sick people stay sick & no prayer helps, no one can be blamed but God as He is the only only who can fix this, isn't He?
I'm sorry but I can't trust a God that doesn't keep His own word and expects us to keep His rules that He is not keeping Himself.
For 3 years I've been in this terrible state of mind and there is no one that could help me. (God included)
I want answers as I'm a SON. I should be able to ask my dad anything and expect Him to answer.
Maybe I expect waaaaaay to much of my heavenly Dad. Always always disappointed!!
I can definitely say God will not come through for everyone. He hasn't for me.
Thank you
Fenhn