- Jun 8, 2017
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Its been a very hard 13 years. Ive been down and up, mostly down, in a blindness of my drinking which has caused me to make a lot of mistakes. Well, not mistakes, very bad and evil things of which ive mourned and repented of now. Things have been going well with my walk in Christ lately, you know, the bills arent paid and i have no job, but im grateful to the Lord for all we have in our little family and household.
Whenever that joy in the Lord is maintained, i get spiritual attacks in my dreams. I just woke from being reminded of every reason i used to drink to black out. I had a diary in my dream that retraced my steps of self loathing and regret from the hardest point of my life, basically had my face dragged through all of these things ive healed from and forgotten, and it still hurts to relive it. Please pray that these reminders go away, and that Jesus Christ the Father and the Holy Spirit hold me close. Thank you guys, its been humbling learning from your examples on here and listening to your words. ❤
Whenever that joy in the Lord is maintained, i get spiritual attacks in my dreams. I just woke from being reminded of every reason i used to drink to black out. I had a diary in my dream that retraced my steps of self loathing and regret from the hardest point of my life, basically had my face dragged through all of these things ive healed from and forgotten, and it still hurts to relive it. Please pray that these reminders go away, and that Jesus Christ the Father and the Holy Spirit hold me close. Thank you guys, its been humbling learning from your examples on here and listening to your words. ❤