- Mar 25, 2005
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Feeling a little better right now. I crashed exhausted and got almost 4 hours sleep so that picked me up a little. At least the rage has subsided.
Really struggling at the moment. Exploring the darker regions of my soul certainly brings on the forces of darkness trying to stop me. However I have to do something to learn and control my extreme emotions and the only way is to stop disassociating myself from my feelings and work through them properly instead of suppressing those I can't handle as I have done for so long now and then have them explode on me down the line.
I'm trying to take bite size emotional contents but often just exploring a region in my life can trigger volcanic eruptions, earthquakes, storms, bush fires, and/or tsunamis my inner world is one of destruction and devastation certainly a time to have to endure patiently and falling short a lot of the time.
an oldie telling the story as it so often is.
Really struggling at the moment. Exploring the darker regions of my soul certainly brings on the forces of darkness trying to stop me. However I have to do something to learn and control my extreme emotions and the only way is to stop disassociating myself from my feelings and work through them properly instead of suppressing those I can't handle as I have done for so long now and then have them explode on me down the line.
I'm trying to take bite size emotional contents but often just exploring a region in my life can trigger volcanic eruptions, earthquakes, storms, bush fires, and/or tsunamis my inner world is one of destruction and devastation certainly a time to have to endure patiently and falling short a lot of the time.
an oldie telling the story as it so often is.
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