- Jun 2, 2017
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Hey y'all. I haven't mentioned much of this, because I was focusing on my wrongs towards my wife and chose to love and trust my wife above it all. However, thinking about her committing an emotional affair kinda crept up more into my mind. Reason being is from her Instagram page. Keep in mind, I know this is mere speculation which is why I'm asking for prayer instead of anything else. I'm not going to confront her on it, but am only going to continue focusing on myself and ignore the urge to do things for her like I've said before. Anyway, she has a friend on her Instagram page named 'DJ Kev', and knowing her history, she knew a guy named Kevin who is a DJ from High School and dated him in college before he went off into the military. He came back all kinds of mentally messed up and treated her like crap; cheated on her and everything. They actually broke up a day after she met me in July of 2008. Now I see this guy's name on her IG page and she follows him as well, but his page is private so I can't see anything. I'm asking that you would please pray for my heart and mind to not speculate any further and to let God be my rest and peace as I wait on Him to work and restore our marriage. I have not sought to look outside our marriage this entire time (8 months), and have remained loyal and choose to continue to do so. My flesh has been lured by inappropriate contentography on and off, but I know that's a sinful habit that was instilled in me from my past, but I'm aware of it and don't seek to entertain it. Your prayers are appreciated. Thank you.