I'm being sued for almost 7000.
I might be pregnant with a baby of a guy that seems like he feels forced to love me.
Might possibly have a miscarriage if I am pregnant
I have an undiagnosed medical problem that seems incurable and affects my ability to live and work normally.
Have a degree that hasn't helped me get a job outside of a call center.
Invested a ton of time in business strategies and even money and I feel like I'm nowhere.
Honestly, how could any of this get better?
It's been getting worse every year for 5 years. Couldn't God just forgive me for killing myself because I can't anymore.
2Co 8:9 KJV
(9) For ye know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that, though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, that ye through his poverty might be rich.
Joh 16:21 KJV
(21)
A woman when she is in travail hath sorrow, because her hour is come: but as soon as she is delivered of the child, she remembereth no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world.
Psa 107:20 KJV
(20) He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions.
Mar 5:25-34 KJV
(25) And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years,
(26) And had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse,
(27) When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment.
(28) For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole.
(29) And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague.
(30) And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that virtue had gone out of him, turned him about in the press, and said,
Who touched my clothes?
(31) And his disciples said unto him, Thou seest the multitude thronging thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me?
(32) And he looked round about to see her that had done this thing.
(33) But the woman fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth.
(34) And he said unto her,
Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace, and be whole of thy plague.
don't let the devil steal your life; God wants to lead you out of all of this - seek Him through His word - He's got a promise to help you with any trouble you have or will have. there are people you haven't met yet (including your unborn child) that will need your help one day - make the bigger sacrifice and stay here and fight for what God has already given you:
2Pe 1:1-4 KJV
(1) Simon Peter, a servant and an apostle of Jesus Christ, to them that have obtained like precious faith with us through the righteousness of God and our Saviour Jesus Christ:
(2) Grace and peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus our Lord,
(3) According as
his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness,
through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:
(4) Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.
you don't have any problems that knowledge of God's goodness won't overcome - spit in the devil's eye and resist this urge to give in to his desire to cheat those people in your future of the help you can give them - this will help:
Audio Teachings - Andrew Wommack Ministries
Moore Life Ministries - Branson, MO