Apparently God hasn't been working on getting to confess and repent of your sins yet which is the reason you're in fear. If you don't hear God's voice speaking into your mind to get you to confess and repent of your sins, then you will have to wait until your body perishes which happens to all human beings. Only the spirit of man is saved within the Spirit of God on the day of the Lord so the body isn't our true created existence anyway. All your fears will go away at the time you experience the death of your body but don't worry, you will wake up in new bodies on a new earth and never again will you be in fear. That's because Satan and the beast will be destroyed on the day of the Lord and a new heaven and earth will appear. Here's the promise;
Isaiah 65
16: So that he who blesses himself in the land shall bless himself by the God of truth, and he who takes an oath in the land shall swear by the God of truth; because the former troubles are forgotten and are hid from my eyes.
17: "For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth; and the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind.
18: But be glad and rejoice for ever in that which I create; for behold, I create Jerusalem a rejoicing, and her people a joy.
19: I will rejoice in Jerusalem, and be glad in my people; no more shall be heard in it the sound of weeping and the cry of distress.