Something Ive always wondered...

Far Side Of the Moon said:

I just wondered... What's so wrong with me that people don't stay in my life... I don't want a lonely life with no one in it( no friends or anything...)

To be quite honest id rather not be here if that's what it meant that ....

I feel I have so much love to give. I'm kind and caring and I just have no one around me and it makes me wonder...

What am I doing wrong?

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I have read several of your posts. I think it is your focus. Shift your focus off your problems and focus on God and the good things of God. Jesus says his yoke is light.


Philippians 4

6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

While reading your post I literally thought it was me wrote that... I'm in the same situation. I fell into a deep depression this autumn/winter because I moved to a different city, live alone and have no family and no friends near me... I used to cry every single night for a few hours until I fell asleep because I had no one to talk to, to hang out with, I was always only one in the class sitting by myself and it was so embarrassing. And the thing is, i don't drink, I don't smoke and I don't party so that might of been also the reason why. I don't know and if it's that, I don't care tbh. It's still actually like that, I still have no friends, the only thing is I kind of realized there's no point for me to cry about it because no one can help me really except God and He knows the best, I truly believe in that. I will pray for you. Just keep your head up and don't give up on what you wish for and what you want. I hope someone special is right around the corner and is going to enter your life sooner than you thought. Bless u!

If you are going to follow God you are in for some lonely times.... Wish I could say otherwise....

Far Side Of the Moon said:

I just wondered... What's so wrong with me that people don't stay in my life... I don't want a lonely life with no one in it( no friends or anything...)

To be quite honest id rather not be here if that's what it meant that ....

I feel I have so much love to give. I'm kind and caring and I just have no one around me and it makes me wonder...

What am I doing wrong?

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It is okay Far Side of the Moon, I dont have many friends either. Socially I have struggles. God is with you and you have Christian Forums. This is a good site to support you.

Far Side Of the Moon said:

I just wondered... What's so wrong with me that people don't stay in my life... I don't want a lonely life with no one in it( no friends or anything...)

To be quite honest id rather not be here if that's what it meant that ....

I feel I have so much love to give. I'm kind and caring and I just have no one around me and it makes me wonder...

What am I doing wrong?

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If You read David's stories as well as a lot of Prophets they were lonely..Prophet Elijah ..God told him He had thousands who had not bowed their knees to satan..The Lord Jesus spoke on how foxes have holes but The Son of Man has no place to lay His head..I could go on & on..
Even though it looks dark Kung David said when there's no-one to encourage Me, I'll encourage myself..please remember that we were told that the same suffering the past Brotherhood went thru so will We.
Use Your alone time now to reconnect ..sometimes we grow stale in Our walk and we might need to pray for a fresh anointing..
But dont You run away from Home.The Father had wonderful plans and love for You..

It's hard to know if you're accidentally being off-putting in any way without interacting with you in person. Do you have a good and trusted friend or counselor who you can talk to about this?

Far Side Of the Moon said:

Thank you so much ... I have someone interested in me but I honestly think its a physical attraction...plus I'm done meeting people online...especially after my friend snapping. But I know he is okay...but still..no. Apart of me doesn't want to turn my back on a potential relationship but I want to be safe and I don't want to be vulnerable.

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I wish you luck, thats all I can say!! Stay strong!

Far Side Of the Moon said:

Yeah but I just feel I've never really had anybody...like my lot in life is just to be alone... My best friend for 3 years I had to cut off because he snapped.. And another friend in thinking of cutting off bc she's kinda [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] and rubs stuff in my face...but then I just think man... Its coming down to the wire and I'm gonna be alone again...

In just feeling depressed right now...
Bc I feel nothing good comes my way...I don't even know if ill have my job bc I'm not catching on... I just don't know if it can get better...

I'm not trying to be 40 and still walking this earth completely alone with no friends or a significant other...

A lonely life isn't worth living... In tired of being invisible... I just want someone , a person..not God per say, to see me ...and just be with me... Just stay with me.

My brothers are doing their own thing... I've never had a real friend to stick with..they all always moved on...in a way I already feel dead bc its as if I'm not even here.

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Just remember, if you were the only person on Earth, Yeshua would have still died for you. Now THAT is love. Maybe instead of focusing on what you do not have, focus on what you do have! Also, do good and help others, this will take the focus away from yourself and to others!
Hebrews 13:5
1 Peter 5:7
Deuteronomy 31:6-8

Far Side Of the Moon... what do you want? No.. picture Jesus before you. You heard of all the wonders this man..this son of God has done. So now He is looking at you.. with a smile. Asks you "what is it you want my daughter?". That right there took you by suprise.. Daughter? He sees me as His daughter? Which in turn He is surprised that you dont already know this

So He asks you.. what do you want? He is not man.. when you go to HIM ..HE really truly cares listens to every word you say and keeps it in His heart. What do you want? What is there in your life that is to hard for Him? New friends? At the door.. you have but to ask. Stop listening to man. Listen to HIM! Read HIS word..talk to HIM! No.,.HE IS THERE! He never once left.

Christian.. was as word once used to make fun of us. For me.. I have a relationship with Christ. And Christian for me just means Christ like. See we are so free ..yeah SO free makes us MORE Free hehe.. no we are free. And God can not in anyway force us to talk to Him ask of Him seek Him. We have to. And so many times He come to our level. You are SO LOVED! He knows exactly how you feel..what it feels like ot be rejected. Left alone. To have friends that love you care about you to then walk away.

Your not alone. HAHA.. the BEST friend you ever wanted and needed.. has always been with you can cried with you..laughed with you. Ask HIm some time how many times YOU made Him laugh.. no really Dont let satan steal your joy. The JOY of the lord IS your strength.

Ever look out side? I LOVE this part....did you know EVERYTHING you see.. ALL OF IT was made JUST for you? He came to this earth for you. He saw if something was not done..YOU would be lost from HIM for ever. OH this just ripped at His heart.. no way! He came..took your place so HE would never lose you. And He did this for EVERYONE one of us. He can say and mean it for He can not lie..YOU are the most important thing to Him..He is everywhere and is ALL. How He does this.. I have no clue..

Dont think for a second your nothing or just some grain of sand. That IS in HIS hands..that is IN the Fathers hands. You have we have NO CLUE as to how LOVED we are.

As harsh as this might seem: The day I realized I was entitled to nothing, I started to live much more satisfied and appreciative.

God is our comfort, no matter what. He knows us better than we know ourselves. I think I wouldn't be able to make friends if before I didn't learn how to be satisfied in lonesomeness, because of His presence and fulfillment. My expectations towards any humans would be much higher and difficult to achieve. Anything given wouldn't be enough, wouldn't even be noticed. I wouldn't know how to receive, even if I felt like I was giving. Good people leave when they think they aren't needed, when, no matter what they do, it won't make any difference.