Unfortunately, no. As I feel these days, it is either a sham and completely man made, or the Lord's Truth. If the former, I have given undue attention to attempting to live up to a false code. If the latter, I am at risk of eternal torture (which I don't want) with the reward for good behavior being an eternity in heaven, which I don't really desire that much. It would be easy to say I believe the Church wrong and leave if the punishment weren't eternal torment. That seems rather less deireable than those faiths that will merely torture and behead those who abandon the faith.