Voices Who I Think Are Real

JANIS I thought for some seconds I have written this, it is so similar.

I had a different experience in life. I had a visitation from Jesus's who told me that the faces I was seeing at that time were demons. Even though they looked like humans. From then on I thought that they can speak and and that we humans all are voice hearers. So that my tormenting voices were real.

Now in another forum I wrote about this story for a long time and yet one told me all the time that it must have been my brain. God and religion doesn't exist. We fought about this issue for 2 years. The forum is closed now.

So now it depends how I analyse the voice, I either think they are real or not and coming from me.

I never read up on ways to deal with voices, coming from your brain. That they can have a meaning and it will get better.

Yesterday I come home from work and it was knocking on the wall of my room. The neighbours weren't in. That scared me and thought that this could have been real. This morning I think that I was happy for having finished my work but haven't paid 2 bills. So bit of fear was still in my body.

Voices and noises are so loud and real. I find if this is done by your brain alone you are a genius. I personally don't believe that the brain can produce all these noises. The brain has no voice box. One psychiatrist said that it might be memory.

We all have to be able to hear voices, like from God. We listen to demons for example. This is what Jesus told me about me at that time. That it comes often through as thoughts. In the Bible it is written that you should control your thoughts, for example. So many thoughts could have sprung up interfering with us.

So when this terrible reality exist, how can the psychologists say that they are all a product of your brain. A mutated gene. Who are these people? They put as all into danger. What is the point to get all medical help, when you can end up in hell.

So for this reason I have learned to control myself. I use several
healing templates. Perhaps it is both.

All is in my head. I am strong. I went through years of torment and tend not to go crazy. I am like my dad, quiet, relaxed. He could live for 20 years with my mum. I love the film 'Who is scared of Virginia Wolf'. When I miss my mum I can watch this film and feel at home.
I am used to going through pain and difficulties and sufferinget. So I am strong. I got bullied for years and now seems to I am on a good patch. I am strong and with the voices and fricken noises, where ever they are from. I can deal with lots.

Sometimes I dream I can be wild. Go back to uni. Separate from my partner. Pull myself together and work on my business. Go regularly to Green Part meetings and be involved.

I do pray and have a diary. The noises and voices are mostly gone or much quieter. I take the medication, and don't have think about if it is all real or not.

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Yes I would like such prayers of deliverance. Thank you for offering this to me as my problem is partly spirituell.
I live in England, London.

Medication assessment is coming up. Got a letter from the doctor.

Yes I do take medication, and yes I am a new born Christian.

The things I saw was as well a lot of coloured stars. Blues stars, red or yellow. So in spiritual healing they have a meaning and are rather positive. Or I got healed with red light and blue light.

I had a visitation once from Jesus and he told me, that what I see is real. I saw faces. So if it was two red lights points then it was real. Means you have to work on your self, like I did.
I use to read catholic prayers for 2 hours. I went to church, I have my 7th diary.

Jesus is nicer, then what we think, or what comes over through the Bible.

Because of the problem with the faces I still can see. During work, I started to talk to God. He said that they are malicious intend. The next thing which came up, was the word, concecration then the word seperation.
I had no idea what concecration means and had to look it up.
I would say now that it is total devotion.

Then a female voice of my mother came up which said, that she is angry now and after that a male voice. Forgot what he said.

This goes up in a head like mine. The female voice of my mother represents how I remember her and that she always was worried that I would join a sect.
And the male voice perhaps presents a peadophile or sexual harrasser, or a powerful group of aggressieve people.

In order to understand all the different voices, I had to analyse every voice!
To know when God speaks, then that comes through reading the Bible. And I will talk with a priest when I have time.

I think that we still live in a difficult time, where it is not allowed to talk about our Christian faith. Like 2000 years ago, people in Isreal were not allowed to accept Jesus as the real son of God.
Today, that is accepted, but we can't tell anyone when we hear Jesus or God speaking. You can't even go to a priest sometimes, perhaps he is jellous as not having experienced his own visions. Because some priests experience nothing, they keep everyone else silent.

And of course you can't tell this the psychologists. I think this is a real disaster to our world.

Yes, I needed a very long time to accept that voices are steming from our mind. I think if we think about cancer. We wouldn't see a cancerous growth as demonic.
The body can produce voices and thanks to a anti-depressant on top of Abifily, I am nearly free of them.
What is left is sometimes fear or guilt, or both.
Like today, but I think about bills and hope that everything goes alright.
Another thing of worry is work. Where I am now is ok, but I could change. I think with this illness I am slowlier then normal people.

I take my meds and forget that I have it. I am good, just so in a silent way when I am stressed I hear voices. But this is how I deal with it, I still think they are real, apart from noises who do not make any sense. I still think I would like to pay for a Psychic Development course. Of course I know what the Bible says on such an issue.

I get all sorts of physical illnesses now and are off at home. I did a lot the last 2 month. Worked full time, carried heavy bags. Went to hair clients and then that was it. I could not walk anymore.

This is healing and I am off sick till March.

What I hate is that my hands can shake and it is partly because of my meds. So I went to for Hypnosis, in order to work on it and to work on my fear.

My partner cooks for me, helps me and told me several times I am a cripple. He scares me sometimes. I find him rude and loud. I think of separating from him. Yesterday he told me I am evil and I mistreat him, because I threw his pot away. So, of course I can forgive him. I don't know sometimes what he3 wants from me. He is more rude when I work and bring home money. How weird is this? He helps me when I am ill, apart from telling "I am a cripple now and of course I am a cripple now"!

Voices are not a problem anymore.
But I think I am bipolar as well. I end up regularly depressed, or frightened, feeling guilty. I have difficulties to be alone. So my bad time is between 5pm and 8pm. I have learned to do a bit yoga and sing, this helps. But is recurring and I always pull myself together and this is when I then read the Bible for help, and I tend to calm down then.