Hi waiting,
What your husband did is wrong. I don't want you to think that anything I'm going to say is intended in anyway to minimize that.
For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.
Forgive others, for in the same way that you forgive others, will your Father in heaven also forgive you.
These are two, I believe, truths of the Scriptures. Two of the commands and instructions that God, our Creator, have given those who desire to be His children to live by.
You say that you are waiting on God to answer...maybe He already has.
If we add these two truths to the fact that your husband did return to you...maybe He already has.
Finally, according to the Lord, the only way that a marriage vow can be dissolved, for the child of God, is through death. Just as the vow says, 'till death do we part'.
Yes, I know that it hurts. But pain, for the one who can forgive the wrongs of others, is always temporary. A good marriage is work. A life of two people living together will, with pretty sure certainty, run into times that things will go wrong.
I can tell you what God's will is for you. Wife, love your husband. God's will for you husband is that he love you.
My counsel is to have a good long sit down and discuss and ask him to reconfirm his commitment to you and to also discuss what steps each one of you can take, going forward, to make things aright again.
But remember this truth, loved one. All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, but God, even though we are yet sinners, sent His Son to die in our place. That's real love. Are you capable of that kind of love for your husband?
Your commitment to God is that you will do everything in your power to strive to live according to His will for you. No matter what anyone else on the entire face of the earth does to or for you, God asks you, as His child, to live according to His commands and decrees. Can you do that? Will you do that?
God bless you, and welcome.
In Christ, Ted