Please pray for me and for my little boy. I started to feel low a few weeks ago and in the past week my son's nursery have said he's not talking and they are concerned about his socialisation. it is the first time they have mentioned it and it's really hard to get clear information and answers from them. He has been there for nearly two years and I am feeling so confused and upset they haven't mentioned anything before.
I have always struggled with anxiety about him and I listened to some preaching that said that we can cause the devil to make things happen to us by being afraid of them so we have to think positively and have faith. I can't help but think it's all my fault . I'm worried I have broken my son somehow because of my anxiety. I am pregnant with my third child and I think I have done such a bad job I don't deserve to be a mother.
Please pray for my faith. I think maybe if I have more faith things will get better for my son. I know I am probably not making much sense. I just wish I could get his nursery to communicate with me properly. At the moment I am worried there is no future for him.
I have always struggled with anxiety about him and I listened to some preaching that said that we can cause the devil to make things happen to us by being afraid of them so we have to think positively and have faith. I can't help but think it's all my fault . I'm worried I have broken my son somehow because of my anxiety. I am pregnant with my third child and I think I have done such a bad job I don't deserve to be a mother.
Please pray for my faith. I think maybe if I have more faith things will get better for my son. I know I am probably not making much sense. I just wish I could get his nursery to communicate with me properly. At the moment I am worried there is no future for him.