Hi friends. I am new here and the main reason I joined was to have a support group I can pray with and pray for
I need your prayers and words of encouragement please. Lately I've been feeling alone, feeling left out by friends and feeling like I'll never be able to sustain a relationship. I have come to realise that I don't have many friends, and the few 'friends' I do have generally leave me out or I'll find out that they are not as genuine as I would have initially thought. Because of bad experiences with friends in the past, I have developed trust issues and always think the worst of people. The problem is I only have 2 or 3 friends. Although they do leave me out, it does not help that I do not have any trust in me so if I did meet friends I could be close to this is still a huge problem. Sometimes I think I am cursed (I know, I know, I am Christian and should not think like that but the sad reality is that I do). I have no close friends, no relationship and feel so alone, my heart hurts as I don't know where my life is going...everyone needs people who are truly there, not just acquaintances.
I need your prayers and words of encouragement please. Lately I've been feeling alone, feeling left out by friends and feeling like I'll never be able to sustain a relationship. I have come to realise that I don't have many friends, and the few 'friends' I do have generally leave me out or I'll find out that they are not as genuine as I would have initially thought. Because of bad experiences with friends in the past, I have developed trust issues and always think the worst of people. The problem is I only have 2 or 3 friends. Although they do leave me out, it does not help that I do not have any trust in me so if I did meet friends I could be close to this is still a huge problem. Sometimes I think I am cursed (I know, I know, I am Christian and should not think like that but the sad reality is that I do). I have no close friends, no relationship and feel so alone, my heart hurts as I don't know where my life is going...everyone needs people who are truly there, not just acquaintances.