My parents didn't necessarily plan to have me. I just happened to happen before they could adopt. But after thinking for the past few months. I should have been aborted. oooooohhh. I just said the "a" word. Or maybe the other "a" word depending on how much atheism is frowned upon here. Am I pro-choice? Well, you didn't give the baby a choice not to get thrown into a fallen world and feel endless pain. So I guess it's bad all around. Have an abortion, get hated by the Christian community. Get an abortion, save the child from being hated by the world. Since by rule the Christian community is smaller than the world, which is the greater compassion? Tired of being forced to stay in a world that doesn't love me, by people who don't love me, because the people that don't love me are adamant that "someone" loves me. Who's right? Am I a wretched sinner, or twice-born, heaven bound, joint heir with Christ ? Tired of fighting the pain.