I have an uneasy feeling. Ten years ago when I became a believer I was on fire for the LORD. I believed in orthodox christian teachings, I went to church, I read my bible, I prayed. As the years went by I grew colder, little by little. First, it was Open Theism and the teachings of Greg Boyd, then this led me to Tony Campelo - which led me to Brian McLaren, which led me to Rob Bell. Then I questioned hell and salvation. After this it was easy to toss beliefs overboard. I got involved with the Emergent Church, was influenced by Liberal and "Death of God" theology, Jesus Seminar, etc. I questioned the soul, the afterlife, the virgin birth, a literal resurrection. I questioned all truth. I was lost and in a wilderness of unbelief.
Now, I want to come home. I can see all the wrong paths I have tried to take. But, I read Hebrews 6:4-6 and I am afraid God does not want me back.
Am I forever lost?
Now, I want to come home. I can see all the wrong paths I have tried to take. But, I read Hebrews 6:4-6 and I am afraid God does not want me back.
Am I forever lost?