Call the police. You are a victim of domestic abuse. They can get you out and help keep you out.I'm 24 years old and a mother of a two year old, but my parents won't let me move out, get a job, or have a life.
I was homeschooled in the middle of nowhere, and my parents were extremely overprotective. I was completely socially isolated as a child and had no interaction with anybody outside of my immediate family, and zero peer interaction. My mother wouldn't even let me go outside or be in my room alone. Whenever I asked if I could go to school she would start crying and ask why I didn't love her and want to stay with her.
Shockingly, when I was 21 they decided I was old enough to go to Texas by myself. I stayed there for a few months and planned to live there, I got a job by myself, saved $6000 and bought some land. But it's true after being cooped up all my life I didn't know how to be as responsible I should have been-but what do they expect? I've never been able to make any decisions of my own, I didn't get a chance to learn from my mistakes. I got pregnant and when my dad came to bring me back home, I found out he was cheating on my mom. I knew I had to go back home and tell my mom in person.
After I was home, they didn't let me leave again. My mom threatened suicide like she always does to get her way, dad threatened to disown me for the millionth time. I wanted to grow up and take responsibility for my mistakes, but they wouldn't let me. I had friends who were offering me a place to stay in texas, I had a job, I was planning to get an apartment with a roommate who I worked with who also has kids, and I had plans to fix my life, but they refused to let me take care of myself.
I have been stuck here all my life and I hate it. I will do just about anything to get out, and it's frankly impossible. I feel like I have no life and don't see anything improving in the future.
I don't want my son to be raised like i was. My dad is constantly putting me down and saying im lazy, but when I tru to get a job, they say i cant. i have no car, no money to get a car, and no job to get money. I can't move out if I don't have any money, I can't get money if I don't have a job, and I can't get a job if I have no car, and I can't get a car without money, unless I move out so I can walk to work. We live so far out of town that nothing is within walking distance. I'm absolutely stuck here. I tried to get a job babysitting on craigslist, but my parents said no, they didn't want kids in their house and told me I could babysit when I had my own house... which, of course, I need money to get which I can't make while I'm living here.
I tried to run away from home once. I was engaged when I was 19, but my parents didn't like the guy, so they stole my car and stranded it in another town. I decided to walk there to get it back. Impossible, but I was desperate, so I snuck out in the middle of the night from my window. I called some friends, but they wouldnt help me because they said i was an adult and didnt need to run away from home. Nobody would give me a ride. The cops picked me up, and said they couldn't keep me because I was an adult, but they told my parents, who came and forced me to come back home.
A couple months ago I told my parents I was moving out. I had some money theb that i got in a tax return and could have rented an apartment for a few months, and gotten a job in town. My mom started screaming that she'd kill herself and my dad just went ballistic and started tearing me down and swearing at me. He threatened to call child protective services on me and get my son taken away if I tried to move out. And my dad is persuasive, and I have had cps called on me before because the nurses at the hospital thought I was too unemotional or whatever. My son is all I have and I can't risk losing him.
I have no friends anymore, I don't know any relatives, I have about $2000 saved but it's frankly useless, and I have no job and no car and nowhere to go. I can't make any of my own decisions.
I have tried running away from home.
I have tried talking to my parents. They agree, promise I'll have more freedom, but never give it me.
I have tried talking to a counsellor, he said they need to give me my freedom but couldn't come up with any solutions.
I tried to get a job today. I thought maybe if I can get a job I could secretly move out. Just come home at night, but at least I'd have my own place during the day, and I could make an excuse to leave.
I don't even have my own room. My parents gave my room to my older brother who is still living at home at 40 years old. I'm sleeping on the couch and I have no where to put any of my things so I gave it all away. I have nothing.
I tried to get a job today, and I found one on Craigslist for a night shift. That would be perfect because my son sleeps through the night. But my mom said no.
They say they want me to be independent, but their actions say otherwise. The truth is, I'm realizing, they enjoy having control ovet me. They have a need for me to need them, so they sabotage every chance I have to grow up and be separate from them.
I can't think of any solutions here, because if I could, I'd take it. I'm being blackmailed to stay. I can't just magically move out once I turned 18 like I thought, it's more complicated than that.
Sorry, but it doesn't sound like they love you at all.Thanks for the comments everyone.
It's a complicated issue and there's so many different ways to look at it.
My parents aren't perfect. My life isn't perfect. But what are you without love? I know my family loves me, and I should try to love them more.
Thanks. Ill check it out.I'm curious to know how you and your son are doing now.
Have you ever explored JobCorps or AmeriCorps to see if they might be able to help you obtain skills to build a career?
http://www.jobcorps.gov/home.aspx
http://www.nationalservice.gov/programs/americorps
If you're still hoping to pursue a college education, you may qualify for considerable financial aid since you're over the age of 24, have a child, and (at least at the time of the OP) are not fully employed. When you're under 24 and do not have any dependents yourself, you're considered to be a dependent of your parents' for federal student aid purposes, which means that their income and assets are factored in when determining the amount you'll receive. You're now considered to be an independent, which is significantly advantageous for several reasons. Many four-year colleges have apartments or other housing for graduate students and older undergrads with children, and some even have on-campus daycare centers. A growing number of established universities (as opposed to exclusively online for-profit schools) also offer online classes to enable students who aren't close to campus to earn their degree.
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As much as I really want to believe its just that simple, its unfortunately not. Where would I go? I have less than $40 to my name. The only place I could go is Texas, because I own land there, but getting my motor home there is another issue. I cant pay for the gas it would take to get there. What happens when I run out of gas? It gets cold in the winter and we would freeze in the motor home without a heater.I'll be blunt. Forget your parents. You can't let them control you with hollow excuses. If your mother (God forbid) really tries to kill herself if you leave then that is not your problem. Shes in control of her life and answers to God if she does that. As they will answer for swearing at you, hurting you and manipulating you. Sorry if that sounds blunt like I said. My mom for a LONG time did the same thing about suicide. It was just a fake threat to control me.
Being a homeschooler myself, I seen MANY parents who lived far from the city and would over bubble their kids. Some would grow up paranoid of the world and never marry. Others wouldn't marry because they were beyond picky about who to marry (or their parent told them who to marry). Or in many cases they rebelled against the parents and God as adults.
My advice is move out. Your main responsibility right now is your child. Don't worry if the call child services. Its not like they show up and take your kid. There has to be proof. Also if they file false accusations they can get in big trouble.
Yeah, me too. Thanks.I hear you there. Especially in todays economy. My wife and I live at my parents house and getting out is not easy. Wish there was an easy solution.
Thanks. Ill check it out.
Well, shortly after starting this thread, I was intending to start living in the motorhome, and sell jewelry to male money, but then I got strep throat and needed to stay home and recover. After that we left and parked in town to camp there. I stayed one full day and then came home to visit because my brothers family was visiting us, and after they left, we came down with the flu and stayed home another 2 weeks. Now its cold, winter is here, and it gets really cold in montana. Since I have no way to make money because I was selling jewelry to people outside, now nobody will be outside and its too cold to stay in a motor home. I have to stay connected to electricity and try using a heater and see if it keeps it warm enough, and that means staying in my parents yard... my dad got home from alaska yesterday. My brother and sister in law are apparently planning to move here this year, and my dad says he will have built a two apartment house for us all in the backyard by november, but, im not sure if i should believe any of this.
So today I guess im just going to try to go out to the motor home and see if it stays warm enough to move in there.
Ok. Well maybe some encouragement is in order.He hasnt even started it yet. Thats why im worried he will never do it.
Oh gosh, mine too. I get sick like every month. Lately i havent been getting sick as often and I seem to be able to handle better than when I was younger, so maybe im growing out of it.You're welcome.
Many people have found success with selling their jewelry online on sites like Etsy, or even directly through their social media pages like Instagram and Twitter with payments made via PayPal. Perhaps that's something you could do as well since selling it in person isn't a viable option.
I just looked up information about the University of Montana and saw that they have a 92.7% acceptance rate. Chances are extremely high you could get in, and receive substantial financial aid if you apply by the priority deadline.
https://admissions.umt.edu/admissions/deadlines.php
I understand experiencing setbacks due to health. I've had serious endocrine problems, the primary one being Addison's Disease, the majority of my life, and my body is kind like a human sponge picking up every illness that is around me. My immune system is incompetent. It's the first week of the autumn quarter at my college, and I already had to stay off campus a couple of days to recuperate. My professors have been very understanding and accommodating, both this year and last. I missed the last two weeks of my summer internship, which I enthusiastically loved, due to becoming ill. The executive who'd become my mentor called me when I was in the hospital and promised he was going to set up something for me that would definitely lift my spirits and make sure my talents were put to use. And he did. One of his former colleagues / friends hired me, at his recommendation, for a job this year that is propelling me closer to the career I want to have once I graduate. There are a lot of toxic and negative people who will belittle you and make you feel that your ambitions are impossible, but there are also so many positive people who will see your worth and be willing to help you make them possible. I hope you can find people who will do just that for you.