I do not deserve Christs mercy, no. Nobody does -but that video suggests that it's Gods will that we preach to ISIS, even if it means the death of our own families, including our children... It's appalling. This is not something I would ever be willing to do.
ISIS is not worth preaching to. Let them burn in hell forever. I dust my sandals off to them.
Jesus said to love our enemies, pray for those who persecute us, to forgive people who sin against us, to love Him more than we love even our spouse, parents, and children; and be willing to lose our lives (even physically) for His sake. This is a supernatural life Jesus calls us to. I urge you to repent and ask God to supernaturally change you.
Matthew 24:9-12
9 “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake. 10 And then
many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another. 11 Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive
many. 12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of
many will grow cold. 13
But he who endures to the end shall be saved.
It sounds easy to be one of those "many"--but those many will end up in torment themselves.
2 Thessalonians 2:8-12
8 And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord will consume with the breath of His mouth and destroy with the brightness of His coming. 9 The coming of the lawless one is according to the working of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, 10 and with all unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. 11 And for this reason God will send them strong delusion, that they should believe the lie, 12 that they all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
We deserve eternity in hell, a real place of incredible heat and pain. It's not our job to withhold forgiveness or wish anyone to hell.
In Matthew 18, Jesus teaches us about forgiveness:
Matthew 18:23-35
23 Therefore the kingdom of heaven is like a certain king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24 And when he had begun to settle accounts, one was brought to him who owed him ten thousand talents. 25 But as he was not able to pay, his master commanded that he be sold, with his wife and children and all that he had, and that payment be made. 26 The servant therefore fell down before him, saying, ‘Master, have patience with me, and I will pay you all.’ 27 Then the master of that servant was moved with compassion, released him, and forgave him the debt.
28 “But that servant went out and found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii; and he laid hands on him and took him by the throat, saying, ‘Pay me what you owe!’ 29 So his fellow servant fell down at his feet and begged him, saying, ‘Have patience with me, and I will pay you all.’ 30 And he would not, but went and threw him into prison till he should pay the debt. 31 So when his fellow servants saw what had been done, they were very grieved, and came and told their master all that had been done. 32 Then his master, after he had called him, said to him, ‘You wicked servant! I forgave you all that debt because you begged me. 33 Should you not also have had compassion on your fellow servant, just as I had pity on you?’ 34 And his master was angry, and delivered him to the torturers until he should pay all that was due to him.
35 “So My heavenly Father also will do to you if each of you, from his heart, does not forgive his brother his trespasses.”
Sometime recently a Christian was about to be beheaded because they refused to deny Christ. And they gave their executioner their Bible and forgave them in advance for their murder. And after beheading the man, the Islamist read the Bible and ended up becoming a Christian. In due time, the executioner-turned-Christian may find a blade at his own neck, but he is willing to follow Jesus anyway. This is what the gospel is all about. Jesus came for anyone--even the most vile sinners--if they would repent and believe and follow Him.
Here's a true story of another. His name is "Khalil." I read his story in great detail in a book called
Into the Den of Infidels. His is one of five testimonies put into a film called
More Than Dreams.
http://morethandreams.org/the-dreams/the-story-of-khalil/