Am I allowed to say.......?

I'm scared. I have to go to the hospital today and I'm scared.

Thankyou.

Thankyou. I have PTSD from the cancer and hospital treatment. Lifts phase me now, plus I have two appointments not only one. Seeing the anaesthetist is too reminiscent of seeing him when I had just been diagnosed with cancer. Thanks for letting me say this. The other option is I WILL go totally blind.

Thanks Paul. Thankyou all for your understanding. These are times when my faith is small.

I am sad. We could not park in the hospital car park because with us both being in wheelchairs we need a disabled bay. Thequeues in the car park were rright out onto the road and security men were stopping us join the queue. We phoned the anaesthetc department and they said just come when you can. We kept on driving round but thequeue got no better, and we still could not get in. We phoned opthalmology too and bcause there is noavailable slot before 30 June, my eye p on 16 June has been cancelled. I have been penalised.,.we are complaining. Our hospital is one of the bottom ones in the UK. We may go private now, but we should not have to. I am livid. Is that allowed as well? LOL

Thanks for the link zAnhelyna. We have been on the phone all afternoon about ts. A Cmplaint has been whzzed up. We are waiting to see what happens. I know zi was scared u wanted to go through with it and in a way that makes it worse because I had psyched myself up for it.