I hope things get better!
I am thankful to have made it to Church today. I sat out of the choir though, as I am croaking like a frog right now. I must do something about my immune system if I'm going to keep my job.
I thought it would be a blessing though - iirc it's been about three months since I sat in the congregation when the choir was singing. It is a tremendous experience, so I was looking forward to it. Well ............. Lord have mercy. I'm sorry to say, it was the worst, by far, I've ever heard them. A mistake here and there - a little one - is normal. Today, there were many. Too many it count. I watched the chanters wince. I don't know what was wrong. There were only a few up there - I'm not the only one who is sick. The choir director was there. Even Father started singing from inside the altar - he will usually do whatever is necessary to correct and get things on track. But anyway ...
I tried to just deal with my disappointment and appreciate the Liturgy anyway. There were some other challenges to that, but it's good practice, right?
(Also, we had first-time visitors who are interested in the Church and have been coming to lectures about the faith. I felt badly about that.)
I will say something though. This might sound unbelievable. I don't think my husband believed me. Around the time of the cherubic hymn, EVERYthing changed. I almost think maybe it was my ears? But no more mistakes, and suddenly the choir sounded full, and the sound was awe-inspiring, as usual.
Anyway, thank God. It was much easier to focus on the Liturgy after that. And as always, the Eucharist is there. Bible study starts again this week. And beginning next week, we have two Liturgies most weeks.
And hopefully I can get rid of the frogginess soon and sing along with the choir next week.