As of right now, I have decided to become Christian. The reason I can be this is because I believe the message of Jesus was a wondrous and beautiful message indeed. And I would like to follow it. So as a Christian, my first goal is to understand Jesus more than ever before. Is that not what all the disciples did? I would like to become more like them. And so to better understand Jesus I would like to see things more from his point of view. Now the new testament offers a pretty good view of this. So when I hear that Jesus said that the old laws are still in effect I see who he was talking to. He was talking primarily to Jews and not me. And that is good for me to know so I can now forget about the old testament and focus on the new. The old is just there to be viewed from an historical perspective. So am I not now a Christian but perhaps of a different denomination? Now I am beginning to wonder if this denomination already exists?[/QUOTE
Good for you! Once you decide to follow Yeshua, the more your eyes will be opened by God and the more you will desire to read His Word and seek His face. It is important to remember, though, that Yeshua came to fulfill the law, not abolish it. Though we are under a new covenant and are not forced to live like the Jews, if we love Yeshua and want to try and walk as He teaches us, then we desire more and more to shed the weight of the world and live our lives in His will, not our own. It doesn't mean we don't stumble and fall...constantly...but God has already made a way for us with that through His Son, Yeshua. It is like the love of a parent and their new born child. Would we as parents, who intimately love our child, condemn our child because it stumbled while trying to crawl for the first time or fell while trying to walk for the first time? We instead encourage them and pick them up, extremely proud of what they are doing! Imagine a perfectly loving Father and how He feels about us trying to even crawl in His Word! God's Word is infinitely layered and meaningful but it is very important to follow context. This is where false doctrine comes from and is a "stumbling stone" to the true Church, those who truly follow Yeshua, Jesus Christ. If someone's heart desires to follow Jewish tradition and Jewish law to show their love for Him then how excited should we be as lover's of Yeshua! You are on a path that God want's you to be on. We do need to remember that the river of the water of life flows from Yahweh the Father and through Yeshua, the Son, Jesus Christ. There is only one way to Yahweh and the river of the water of life and that is through Yeshua.
Yeshua said to him, “I AM THE LIVING GOD, The Way and The Truth and The Life; no man comes to my Father but by me alone.” John 14:6