I'm new here. My life feels like it's all over the place right now and it's been this way for a couple years now.
I guess I'm just looking for a strong Christian community to talk to. I have some friends that I've been praying would get saved for over 5 years now.
Sometimes I feel like they're worse off now then they were when I first met them...it kills me on the inside. I just want them to receive Gods love for them but they keep pulling further and further away from Him. I can't just give up but I don't see myself doing anything to help guide them. I try to live as Christ and they do recognize that I am a "good" person but that's all they see it as. They don't recognize that anything and everything good I do is because of God in my life.
I don't have any close Christians in my life besides my parents. My sister used to be Christian and my role model but after leaving the home and finding a set of friends who led her away from Christ she is now atheist and homosexual. She has a vicious hatred for God and Christianity that scares me. I see my friends slowly becoming this way and I can't take it.
I'm not sure what to do with my life. I'm comfortable and unhappy. Nothing is really challenging me in life and sometimes I'm tempted to do something completely random like go to Israel and travel (I live in AZ). I've never been outside the US and everyone tells me this is a terrible idea except for one person who I'm not sure I should be taking advice from. I'm also scared of losing my only Christian support in my life being my parents. But I need to do something besides pray. Prayer is good and vital but prayer without action is something I've found through experience to be useless. Or at least it's not everything God wants me to be doing right now.
I talk to God but not as much anymore. I still love Him I just feel like I'm failing Him. I ask for leading and guidance but I must be doing something wrong because after several years of this I still feel lost. I'm not going to walk away from Him, not in a million years by His grace. But I just need help if someone has advice for how to figure out what I should be doing with my life.
I guess I'm just looking for a strong Christian community to talk to. I have some friends that I've been praying would get saved for over 5 years now.
Sometimes I feel like they're worse off now then they were when I first met them...it kills me on the inside. I just want them to receive Gods love for them but they keep pulling further and further away from Him. I can't just give up but I don't see myself doing anything to help guide them. I try to live as Christ and they do recognize that I am a "good" person but that's all they see it as. They don't recognize that anything and everything good I do is because of God in my life.
I don't have any close Christians in my life besides my parents. My sister used to be Christian and my role model but after leaving the home and finding a set of friends who led her away from Christ she is now atheist and homosexual. She has a vicious hatred for God and Christianity that scares me. I see my friends slowly becoming this way and I can't take it.
I'm not sure what to do with my life. I'm comfortable and unhappy. Nothing is really challenging me in life and sometimes I'm tempted to do something completely random like go to Israel and travel (I live in AZ). I've never been outside the US and everyone tells me this is a terrible idea except for one person who I'm not sure I should be taking advice from. I'm also scared of losing my only Christian support in my life being my parents. But I need to do something besides pray. Prayer is good and vital but prayer without action is something I've found through experience to be useless. Or at least it's not everything God wants me to be doing right now.
I talk to God but not as much anymore. I still love Him I just feel like I'm failing Him. I ask for leading and guidance but I must be doing something wrong because after several years of this I still feel lost. I'm not going to walk away from Him, not in a million years by His grace. But I just need help if someone has advice for how to figure out what I should be doing with my life.