Im not exactly sure if this is the correct forum to ask this question, but it did seem like a good place to start. I am not asking this question to debate the existence of God but rather to understand him more.
I understand this question may get asked a lot but it does have strong significance to me. When I was 19 I lost my mother to cancer. Not only did I loose her, I had become the primary caretaker in what was a extremely painful and agonizing 5 year battle. It's not that no one would step into the role or my mother necessarily allowed it, I just felt I needed to be the one to be at her side since she had been such a foundation for me in my life.
My mother was a very strong woman of God and always had just the right words to say in order to make you understand just why things happened the way they did. She had a way of speaking to people that would make them best friends only in a few moments of knowing each other. Till her last breath she would minister to every single person who came into her hospital room to visit her when she was sick. It didn't matter if it was a janitor, or a doctor. She found a way to minister to them and affect their lives. I understand that may be a bit long winded but I can talk for days on what an amazing woman my mother was. More importantly what an amazing woman of God she was.
So my question is this:
If god allows evil in this world in order for us to have free will, why does he allow evil to those who follow him abundantly?
Thank you for taking the time to read my post and I certainly look forward to any thoughts you may be willing to share with me. God bless.
I understand this question may get asked a lot but it does have strong significance to me. When I was 19 I lost my mother to cancer. Not only did I loose her, I had become the primary caretaker in what was a extremely painful and agonizing 5 year battle. It's not that no one would step into the role or my mother necessarily allowed it, I just felt I needed to be the one to be at her side since she had been such a foundation for me in my life.
My mother was a very strong woman of God and always had just the right words to say in order to make you understand just why things happened the way they did. She had a way of speaking to people that would make them best friends only in a few moments of knowing each other. Till her last breath she would minister to every single person who came into her hospital room to visit her when she was sick. It didn't matter if it was a janitor, or a doctor. She found a way to minister to them and affect their lives. I understand that may be a bit long winded but I can talk for days on what an amazing woman my mother was. More importantly what an amazing woman of God she was.
So my question is this:
If god allows evil in this world in order for us to have free will, why does he allow evil to those who follow him abundantly?
Thank you for taking the time to read my post and I certainly look forward to any thoughts you may be willing to share with me. God bless.