Hello , I'm new to this forum but I have been looking for something like this to get advice from other Christians. I'll start with my backstory so you get to know me and my girlfriend a little bit. My girlfriend and I have known each other literally our whole lifes and have been friends , we always dated other people it became sort of like a competition to see who could make the other more jealous in highschool lol .But we both ended up marrying different people. I could make this story longer but ill just say i got out of church , she stayed in church but had never been saved .When i got a divorce 3 years later I went back to find out she herself was going through a divorce, so naturally we went from good friends to best friends pretty quickly. We did everything together, we told each other EVERYTHING about each other n we developed a bond that seemed unreal . After about 3 months of being inseparable friends we started dating which is another story in its own lol. But we were so in love i had never felt so happy in my life and i could see it in her eyes she felt it to . It was so strong, I ended up backsliding but staying in church because of her but we had sex and regularly, it was amazing exactly how I expected it to be , shed cry and laugh most of the time and just tell me how she was so in love with me , which made it more beautiful. But somewhere in the middle of our fairy tale the devil being the persistent monster he is began to sneak in. My girlfriend lost her job she lives with her parents and they both work, i would give her money for gas and a little spending and i would always buy her food but she still fell into a depression and i could tell but she just wouldn't admit it she didn't want me thinking i was the reason. A member of our church invited her and her mother to come clean and he would pay them but her mom didn't go . She went for 2 weeks and said everytime he would cone on to her and the 3rd time she gave in . Shortly thereafter i found out and i broke up with her. It was horrible she attempted suicide twice, once right in front of my face . The next day she called me and said she had got saved , i instantly didn't believe her but when we met up i could see a glow about her i could feek the presence i had when i was first saved i could tell it was for real. So after some time we got back together and it is incredible ive gained most my trust back and we are closer and more intense than ever . We have been living our lives as a redeemed couple singing at churches and living for god . We have been having amazingly perfect dates and last night we layed on my couch and watched tv and we started kissing it was so perfect i pushed her away once n we agreed we couldn't then we started again this time it was her then again it started, we stopped again and she looked at me sincerely and said i think god will understand, our love is to strong he knows well b married someday. We did it and it was incredible better than it had ever been but now im confused. Ive always been taught that its forbidden but she seemed so confident that it was ok . I really do believe she has been saved but im so confused. I don't want her to backslide bit she said she was fine after and that she still had her salvation. Someone give me something lol i need some sort of advice because im so confused. Thank you for listening and may god bless you