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- Oct 10, 2013
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There's no openings elsewhere. I've asked to be moved multiple times, put in my current interests to be moved anywhere in the store since I'm trained in most places, but still nothing. I finally told my manager tonight that I'm really just done caring. I cannot feel a thing anymore in regards to the stupid place, and even life in general. I dread going in on a daily basis, and have started to wake up from panic attacks because of how bad that place is.
I am just so exhausted.
I am truly sorry to hear that you are unhappy with your place of employment; I think such a situation can take a tremendous toll on both one's physical and psychological well-being. I have been in a similar situation. I struggled so much with dreading going to work and no longer caring about my performance. This was mixed with self-loathing for being so ungrateful for what I truly hold to be a blessing, and, in all honesty, a fair bit of bitterness. Bitterness at the fact that I felt I was practically forced to be both a full time student and still hold a job and, though I hate to admit it, bitterness at the fact that others seemed so carefree, especially at work. The only piece of advice I would offer is to look deeper. Why do you hate your job? Did you enjoy it at one time? If so, what changed - your job or something in your personal life perhaps? If changing the circumstance (the job) is not feasible, does there exist another possible action that is both feasible and capable of accomplishing positive change? Sorry, I wish I could offer more practical advice, but I simply lack that wisdom.
Keeping you and others here in my prayers.
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