Anxiety and fear

livin4christ9203 said:

I started counseling today and it really went well. I think it will be great. She is a licensed counselor but also a pastor. She is really nice and personal with me. I'm hoping it will help.

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livin4christ9203 said:

Are you guys sick of me yet? Lol

I've had such horrible anxiety ever since I had that set back a week ago and had that lung CT scan done which gives a ton of radiation and a lot absorbs into my chest.. And that's after having an abdominal ct a month before. I feel like I've destined myself to have cancer sometime in the future by doing it. I keep wrestling with whether I should have done it or not. The fear is awful.

The risk is supposedly low or possibly even nonixestent based on some studies. But Google has been my enemy again.. And I'm just struggling to find the peace in this. I know I need to trust at God will protect me and I will be okay. But I am so scared now. More than I was before this.

I'm actually seeing a Christian therapist on Wednesday because I think I've just dealt with more than I can take.

I just need a lot of prayers.. I need to get back to being a wife and mom and stop worrying over things that most likely will not happen.. And honestly with faith in a God who has answered every prayer thus far.. Something that won't happen.

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livin4christ9203 said:

I started counseling today and it really went well. I think it will be great. She is a licensed counselor but also a pastor. She is really nice and personal with me. I'm hoping it will help.

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livin4christ9203 said:

Thanks everyone. I'm still struggling one.. Especially with wanting to research it. I'm trying hard to just put my faith and trust in God and believe at He is going to take care of me and protect me from any problems from this. Trying to just be thankful I didn't have a blood clot.. Because if I had and they didn't scan me I could have died. Prayers still appreciated.

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