Hi, I posted on here a few weeks back asking for prayer for my spiritual life in general. Things have gotten even worse, and I'm really scared right now. I have trouble with increasing doubt, lack of trust, lack of assurance of salvation, being scared of God (not just because of lack of assurance - just the idea of God terrifies me because He is so big and powerful... I think I have control issues or something), and feeling split between following God and the world and giving in to doubt. Please pray for me! It would mean so much.