Right now i can't seem to get out of this spiritual rut i am in, i can't pray, i feel like my faith is running low, i feel like God does not see the pain i am in, i feel like i should be further along in life then i am, depression and anxiety have started to control my life again, i feel a bit empty, although i am blessed, i know things could be a lot worse for me so i take comfort in knowing God is meeting my needs but important things that i should have experienced in life by now have passed me by and i feel like i might not get the chance to do those things as i get older, i feel like i'm missing out on something, please pray for me to continue to have patience and guidance from God.