Hello everyone,
I'm sort of in a limbo between being an Agnostic and a Christian, after having almost constantly looked into different religions for over a decade (I started young). I'm getting kind of exhausted at this point, and while I've learned a lot, I feel like I might've really found something different with Christianity.
I've been reading the Bible (I'm about 4/5 done) and authors like C.S. Lewis and G.K. Chesterton. I originally started so I could stand my ground when Christians tried to convert me, as well as make extra sure I wasn't writing off the truth by trying everything but Christianity. Now, to my great surprise, here I am, studying diligently, starting to go to church, etc. But while I think I can feel a sort of beckoning (it's weird but oftentimes it feels like a kind of warmth), I'm still scared to fully commit. I've prayed the sinner's prayer and variations of it several times and tried to mean it, but I don't think I'm really there yet...
So if you all could be so kind as to maybe pray (if it'd be appropriate) for God to soften my heart and help me find the courage to accept this truth, if that's what this is. I feel like I'm so close to home I can taste it.
Thank you so much in advance
I'm sort of in a limbo between being an Agnostic and a Christian, after having almost constantly looked into different religions for over a decade (I started young). I'm getting kind of exhausted at this point, and while I've learned a lot, I feel like I might've really found something different with Christianity.
I've been reading the Bible (I'm about 4/5 done) and authors like C.S. Lewis and G.K. Chesterton. I originally started so I could stand my ground when Christians tried to convert me, as well as make extra sure I wasn't writing off the truth by trying everything but Christianity. Now, to my great surprise, here I am, studying diligently, starting to go to church, etc. But while I think I can feel a sort of beckoning (it's weird but oftentimes it feels like a kind of warmth), I'm still scared to fully commit. I've prayed the sinner's prayer and variations of it several times and tried to mean it, but I don't think I'm really there yet...
So if you all could be so kind as to maybe pray (if it'd be appropriate) for God to soften my heart and help me find the courage to accept this truth, if that's what this is. I feel like I'm so close to home I can taste it.
Thank you so much in advance