... Later, there was a hint of annoyance in his voice when he answered, "It's just a job." He seemed a bit flustered as well.
Is being a pastor just a job, or is there so much more to it?
I have to wonder if he answered you that way because he didn't want to complain? I don't know into which category of relationship you were in with this pastor, but we tend to answer people differently according to what category of relationship they fall into. There are answers we give acquaintances answers we give confidants, and answers we give people that we just don't know.
Think about how you answer the simple question "How are you?". I answer this question differently depending on who is asking.
To acquaintances I may answer "It's okay. I won't complain." Then they smile and move on.
To confidants I may answer "I'm ventilating and vertical, that's about the best I can say today." They nod in the understanding of knowing how my life is, offer to pray, smile and move on. Or, they'll ask for detail because they really want to know.
And to people I don't know I may smile and answer "It's all good." They'll smile back and move on.
The same goes when people ask me what it's like to be a nurse. My answer varies, depending on who's asking. To aspiring nurses or potential students, they'll get the whole - good, bad and ugly - picture. If it's an elderly person who loves nurses asking, I'll give a more flowery picture. For children, I'll give a simple, concrete, "I like to help people." type of answer.
Being a nurse is a job, but it's so much more. Would I do it without a salary? Yes, because I do. I can't tell you how many times I've been pulled aside, or pulled into a bathroom, and asked "You're a nurse, right?" Or, the pastor will send someone my way to talk, or send me somewhere to check on someone. I don't get paid for those situations, nor would I dream of asking for anything in return. I just do it because being a nurse is as much a part of me as being a Christian, a wife, or a mom.
I know there are pastors out there that are only in it for the money, but there are so many more who aren't. I have to wonder if this pastor didn't want to make all pastors look bad, by speaking about the negative aspects of the job? Maybe he saw something in you that had potential, like maybe serving in the ministry in some aspect, and didn't want to discourage you? So, he caught himself, just in time, so as not to be discouraging.