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For some reason, the closer it gets to Christmas, the more time i spend home, the more lonely i feel. I do live w/ parents (whoopee) but i just feel so alone. Like today, I heard of sooo many christmas parties going on, yet, I don't have any to attend so i feel like a total loser. I need to get outta my fear zone and join a group or 2 from church so i can meet new people and make new friends. I've skipped going to church for almost 2 months now.
I just feel lonely/empty inside. I want human interaction. I do get to hang out w/ a friend usually once a week, but, inwardly, i want more then just that. I just can't deal w/ being home, not in the winter anyway because, i'm literally stuck inside. I guess this post sorta goes along w/ my other thread "winter blues",
My one friend told me to take vitamin d to help me w/ my winter depression. I have been taking it almost everyday but, idk, it doesn't seem to be helping me much.
I dislike that during the week, i wake up, and drive to work in the dark, when i leave work, i drive home in the dark. I am really really thinking of moving down south somewhere but, what is keeping me here is the few friends that i have.
I have well 1 really really good friend and i don't want to leave this state because of him because i don't think i'll ever find as good of a friend as him ever again. I prayed for several years for at least 1 friend, and then God brought this friend into my life and i thank him everyday for this friend as I could never have asked for a better friend.
Sigh.... and the winter hasn't even officially started yet
I'll be spending another day home tomorrow w/o being able to go out anywhere or do anything. Maybe i'll spend my time wrapping presents or idk....
I want to stop feeling unhappy and depressed. I Hate feeling like this. It's sooo not nice.....
I just feel lonely/empty inside. I want human interaction. I do get to hang out w/ a friend usually once a week, but, inwardly, i want more then just that. I just can't deal w/ being home, not in the winter anyway because, i'm literally stuck inside. I guess this post sorta goes along w/ my other thread "winter blues",
My one friend told me to take vitamin d to help me w/ my winter depression. I have been taking it almost everyday but, idk, it doesn't seem to be helping me much.
I dislike that during the week, i wake up, and drive to work in the dark, when i leave work, i drive home in the dark. I am really really thinking of moving down south somewhere but, what is keeping me here is the few friends that i have.
I have well 1 really really good friend and i don't want to leave this state because of him because i don't think i'll ever find as good of a friend as him ever again. I prayed for several years for at least 1 friend, and then God brought this friend into my life and i thank him everyday for this friend as I could never have asked for a better friend.
Sigh.... and the winter hasn't even officially started yet
I'll be spending another day home tomorrow w/o being able to go out anywhere or do anything. Maybe i'll spend my time wrapping presents or idk....
I want to stop feeling unhappy and depressed. I Hate feeling like this. It's sooo not nice.....