i can feel God's rage over my life.. he is always there.. and i always turn on him, like I'm giving him up to be crucified on the cross. give me some advice.. how do you guys surrender to God The Almighty? What Bible verses or books should I read?
I found this book helpful...Absolute Surrender by Andrew Murray.
Keep coming back to God in Christ and acknowledging your sins
and failures and asking God to forgive you and cleanse you from
the desire to sin and its effect on your life and ask Him to fill you
with His holy Spirit.
Be persistant...
Don't give up as it takes time to surrender some deeply embedded
areas of sinful behavior and habits to the Lord.
God is gentle and so He won't rip the sin out of you but He will
work with you as you come to Him for His help and He will give
you the strength each day to do better.
Leave behind people, situations and circumstances that make
it hard to resist your sinful behaviors.
Find new situations and people that will cause you to grow in God like
attending Bible studies or prayer groups.
Read the Bible especially the New Testament and pay attention
to the words of Christ as we as Christian need to see where God
is leading us when we follow after the Lord.
Pray daily in the morning before you get out of bed and ask the Lord
to be with you and to have His way in your day and to show you
before hand any danger or entrapments that will cause you to fail.
God looks for those who ask for His help.
God delights when we come to Him as we would a loving Father who has
our best interest at heart as we know His intentions are good and for the best in our lives.
Foster a mentallity of God consciousness by realizing that God sees
everything in your life, good or bad and that He loves you and wants you to communicate with
Him throughout the day by talking to Him, knowing He hears your every thought.
Talk to Him about the good, the bad and the ugliness of your life as you open up
your heart and ask Him to come in and help you to improve and do better.
Remember, God does not condemn you, you condemn yourself as you know by the holy
Spirit within you that you are going in the wrong direction.
The trouble is your own desire to sin is greater than your spirit man's
desire to stop so you need God's help to improve and to strengthen
your spirit man to overcome the old sinful nature.
No child can walk when it is born but must learn with the help of their parent
so that they can stand and walk on their own.
What are you feeding on?
GIGO garbage in, garbage out...
If you are not building up your spirit man with the word of God,
if you are not communicating with God, if you are not fellowship with those who are
following God, if you are not reading God's written word in the Bible,
then your spirit man becomes weak while your sinful man runs the show.
Also...
Trying to do what is right without God's help is like a drowning man
trying to save himself, the more he struggles, the weaker he becomes
and the sooner he will slip under the waves.
We need God's help and He asks us to come to Him and lay bare
our hearts in honesty and with the realization that we cannot
walk the walk of Christ without His help every day, hour, minute
and second....
God consciousness, knowing He is there, knowing He loves us, knowing
He really does care, knowing that He really is able to bring about a change in
our lives when open ourselves up to Him in honesty and ask Him to be Lord of
every part of us.