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Christownsme
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I struggle with knowing whether I am hard hearted or I simply have blunted emotions (I take an antidepressant and schizoaffective meds too, like Abilify and Lithium).
I care deeply about my girlfriend, but for some reason I feel unexcited around her, and my attention is short around her. Yet if I search, I know I love her and would do anything to keep her happy because of that love. My problem is that I can't show it in my body language. My face affect is blunt, and I think my emotions are too.
Or is it because I'm hard hearted? When the tornado went thru Morris OK, I watched a video of school kids screaming while the tornado went thru. Even though I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone, I couldn't cry a tear. But deep down I felt terrible for the kids.
Do emotions heal up? Do they come back to us who are mentally ill? What's going on? Do any of you go thru the same thing?
I care deeply about my girlfriend, but for some reason I feel unexcited around her, and my attention is short around her. Yet if I search, I know I love her and would do anything to keep her happy because of that love. My problem is that I can't show it in my body language. My face affect is blunt, and I think my emotions are too.
Or is it because I'm hard hearted? When the tornado went thru Morris OK, I watched a video of school kids screaming while the tornado went thru. Even though I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone, I couldn't cry a tear. But deep down I felt terrible for the kids.
Do emotions heal up? Do they come back to us who are mentally ill? What's going on? Do any of you go thru the same thing?