I keep thinking this crazy idea.
I can't get it out of my head. I keep thinking for some reason Satan is actually... good. I know it's insane and wrong. But I can't ditch the idea. I would rather die than think this. But no matter how hard I try, I can't ditch the idea. I know it's wrong and I proved it wrong many times. But it won't leave. Every time I remember how God has comforted me, my mind goes "nope that was secretly Satan, who is actually good". I'm sick of it.
I can't get it out of my head. I keep thinking for some reason Satan is actually... good. I know it's insane and wrong. But I can't ditch the idea. I would rather die than think this. But no matter how hard I try, I can't ditch the idea. I know it's wrong and I proved it wrong many times. But it won't leave. Every time I remember how God has comforted me, my mind goes "nope that was secretly Satan, who is actually good". I'm sick of it.