God stopped my abortion from happening

FeliciaD

Felicia
Feb 27, 2013
43
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California
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I was at a point in my life where I wasn't obeying God and would do whatever pleased me. I had just got addicted from cocaine to meth and didnt see how far I was getting into it. I was still working and kept a good appearance so no one expected it. I had a 4 year old and wasn't spending much time with him because me and his father shared custody. I was hooking up with this man for about a year and found out I was pregnant. I went to catholic school and was raised against abortion so I insisted in not getting one but he insisted otherwise. I was so hurt and depressed because he did not want to be in a relationship and I couldn't bare raising another child from another father and still be not married. I didn't know what to do and I didn't turn to god. I finally gave in and told the father "I don't want this but if this is what you want, you pay for it, you find a place far from my home and you take me there. I will just close my eyes and let it be done" he willingly agreed. With that we arranged for him to pick me up the next morning at 8am to get it done first thing. I waited, and waited and waited by my living room for his phone call. He wasn't going to knock on the door for the awkwardness of the situation (I still lived with family) An hour passes and I call him. He sounds extremely frustrated and said he called me, text me and left me voicemails staying he was outside. It wasn till after our phone call that I received them all and he was home. So he had to drive back another 30 miles to my house. (Gods first attempts at stopping it) I thought it was weird that I missed every call and text. So he comes and we arrive at the clinic. He pays half the deposit (the other half is payed after completion) and I go in after paperwork is filled. The nurse checks my temperature and says : " you have a fever...you can't go under with a fever" I felt perfectly fine and thought that was very odd that I had a fever. She said lets try it again and then I stuck it out of my mouth more and she said "forget it...ill just write down something else. Get changed" (gods 2nd attempt) Then I got changed and had to have an ultrasound before. The dr. Takes the ultrasound and says "your too early. I'm going to reschedule in 2 weeks so its bigger and I won't miss it. Change back" and then I was rescheduled for 2 weeks. Till this day I have never heard of being "too early" for an abortion but I guess I was. In those 2 weeks I changed my mind. My child is 1 now and me and his father are not together but he is very supportive. This child has changed my life in no other way. I am so so so in love with him that I can't describe how much joy my life is. I cried so hard the other day because I can't believe I almost killed him. I can't believe I willingly signed papers to have him removed but Gods plan was otherwise. God stopped my abortion from happening in every single way and I am a mother! I raise my oldest again. I'm back in his life. I'm in love with my baby and I'm a woman of god. He loves us so much. He saved my sons life! I owe him everything! He is worthy of all my praise!
 

FeliciaD

Felicia
Feb 27, 2013
43
2
California
✟15,173.00
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Single
I would like to add that it was very difficult at some points being single and pregnant but God has pulled me through. Every tear is worth this blessing and he only pulls us closer to him with trials. I have seen and know pain of single moms and I feel called to help them. God loves us soooo!!
 
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