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- Jan 13, 2012
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you have really quite a turnout here. You are smart and deep and are connected with what you feel--and you are good at expressing what you think and feel. (which I know you know already are all desirable good qualities) I think you are expressing a main nerve a lot of people feel. The "form" so-to-speak. I don't know everyone, but I know enough to guess it to be a kind of universal feeling that everyone goes through many times. I certainly have, most all of my friends through life have, most people I've ever talked to have. The fact that you are not alone in this feeling, means it is normal.
It is always possible that there is something to try--but you being creative, I doubt anyone is going to come up with something you haven't tried. I don't think there is anything to blame or anything wrong with you. Someone can always say maybe there is something I don't see in my life--that I don't see--at my end (or hers or inbetween). But I am not some expert of your life to know if that is anywhere in the ballpark to even start. If someone said that to me, I think it would just add to my feeling that something is wrong with me. I know the feeling is horrible, but it is normal. You aren't alone. You are free and good to feel things. I'd bet you are already questioning even this sentence, but I'm just wondering, if most people feel this, what might that mean is going on with people? (not necessarily you, just someone like me when I feel it.) Now, before someone posts a youtube of Adam Sandler singing Love Stinks, the fact is most people do meet someone--including Adam Sandler's character. Which again, this normal feeling is why so many like that song . . . except at weddings.
Reminds me of the other day I was out having some good beer with a good friend. There was a huge group of people playing a game who were all great friends. Each seemed to be a kind of outcast. But clearly they weren't outcasts by the very fact that they were so loving and bonded together. We ourselves were pulled in by their warmth and found ourselves talking and laughing with them. But I wouldn't be surprised if several at that table went home and felt they were still not normal or fit in anywhere--because feeling that way is normal too.
I know this is all a little off topic and doesn't really apply to you. I guess I was just reminded of that and I get a little off topic eating home fatty pork chops with pork gravy made from the fat. If you only live once, you gotta live! And I know you all over in Penn live the life.
It is always possible that there is something to try--but you being creative, I doubt anyone is going to come up with something you haven't tried. I don't think there is anything to blame or anything wrong with you. Someone can always say maybe there is something I don't see in my life--that I don't see--at my end (or hers or inbetween). But I am not some expert of your life to know if that is anywhere in the ballpark to even start. If someone said that to me, I think it would just add to my feeling that something is wrong with me. I know the feeling is horrible, but it is normal. You aren't alone. You are free and good to feel things. I'd bet you are already questioning even this sentence, but I'm just wondering, if most people feel this, what might that mean is going on with people? (not necessarily you, just someone like me when I feel it.) Now, before someone posts a youtube of Adam Sandler singing Love Stinks, the fact is most people do meet someone--including Adam Sandler's character. Which again, this normal feeling is why so many like that song . . . except at weddings.
Reminds me of the other day I was out having some good beer with a good friend. There was a huge group of people playing a game who were all great friends. Each seemed to be a kind of outcast. But clearly they weren't outcasts by the very fact that they were so loving and bonded together. We ourselves were pulled in by their warmth and found ourselves talking and laughing with them. But I wouldn't be surprised if several at that table went home and felt they were still not normal or fit in anywhere--because feeling that way is normal too.
I know this is all a little off topic and doesn't really apply to you. I guess I was just reminded of that and I get a little off topic eating home fatty pork chops with pork gravy made from the fat. If you only live once, you gotta live! And I know you all over in Penn live the life.
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