I am sad today. If anyone who doesn't know how it feels to not be able to take care of your own child, its worst than anything I have ever been through, and it hurts that I cant provide for my son like the way I need with a job. Being without a job is just worst. I have family who supports me but it makes me feel even worst when I have to rely on them.
Others say ask Devin (my sons father) for money, jumping down my throat saying get child support for him. I don't want him involved in our lives right now. We are friends at a distance and I am at peace with that. I am at peace with not receiving money from him and I praying for God to change his heart, not me, not the state or anyone else. He is a very difficult person to deal with. Despite hes been nice to me since I step foot in Florida doesn't phase me.
Others say ask Devin (my sons father) for money, jumping down my throat saying get child support for him. I don't want him involved in our lives right now. We are friends at a distance and I am at peace with that. I am at peace with not receiving money from him and I praying for God to change his heart, not me, not the state or anyone else. He is a very difficult person to deal with. Despite hes been nice to me since I step foot in Florida doesn't phase me.
